#alwaysandforeverlost

[wardog-of-whimsy]

(It’s Probably) The Altitude (Sickness)

Chay's fine about leaving Kim for a week as long as he doesn't think about it. Of course, when he gets on the plane, he's definitely thinking about it. But Kuea can read him like a book, and has a plan. (The plan is embarrassing, Chay hates the plan.)

This is a companion piece to (Home)Sick (For You) that technically happens in the middle of it, in all the bits we don't really get into. I felt like since Kim ran himself into the ground avoiding his feelings about his Angel being away, we should get a little bit of Chay's side... And somehow the plane just seemed the best part to catch up with Chay. (We'll see him on the ground in a foreign country later in HomeSick!)

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This wouldn’t have happened without Blue, Vegas and Alex... And not much would happen without Mar, so... Thanks gang. I hope you know how loved you are!

[wardog-of-whimsy]

Toni!!! Happy happy birthday 🎊🎊🎊 You deserve the world 💙💙 I hope you can celebrate it with your loved ones and a wonderful cake 🎂

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Bluuuuuue! Most darling and endearing and sweetest softest cupcake!

[wildelydawn]

Dawn happy happy birthday 🎂 I hope you have/had a great day 💙💙

You know that hfashsahahhfashaaaah sound you make when you accidentally take a bite of food that is too hot to chew/swallow, so you have to let it cool down in your open mouth, and you're definitely looking like a maniac while doing so?

That is the sound I am making right now. Thank you so much Blue <3 I am having a pleasant day, and you make it all the better. 🖤

[wildelydawn]

Hi Dawn! I've just finished reading BSC90 latest chapter and I've missed Kim so much!! (like I don't re-read it every now and then because I'm obsessed with Big and Kim bantering all the time). I just wanted to drop by and tell you how much I appreciate your works. Know that they mean a lot to me. Your Kim, in whatever universe you put him, feels always so real. I hold him very close to my heart. I hope life is treating you well, they way you deserve it 💙 Blue.

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To see this in my inbox is such a treat. I smiled so big, you are so kind and lovely. Thank you for such a sweet message, Blue, and thank you for supporting my works. I always read your tags and feedback and it really does keep me going. I appreciate this so so much, I will carry it and you in my pocket. I hope I get to write more versions of Kim that you like. 🖤

[wildelydawn]

For the ask game! 7 and 14.

P.S. I love your fics, they make me really happy ✨

7. How do you choose which POV to write from?

I almost always choose to write from third person limited, so all of my fics have that. On what character to choose, I feel most comfortable with characters I relate to. So a majority of my fics are in Kim's POV (KinnPorsche), Kang Yohan (The Devil Judge), Arthur (BBC Merlin), Khun Sam (Gap: the Series) etc. If I've experienced something similar to what the character has, I'm most likely going to choose that character's POV.

14. how do you write emotional scenes? Do you ever feel what the characters feel? Do you draw from personal experiences?

Ahh this is a really great question. I write emotional scenes all the time and I definitely feel what the characters feel. I like putting myself into the character's shoes. I talk more about my weird personal connection with Kim Theerapanyakul here more, if you want to read. I think after writing that letter, I felt even more connected to what Kim was going through, and once I have that connection, it becomes easier to write those emotional scenes. As for drawing from personal experience, I definitely do that. I talk about my inspiration for Still Painting Flowers for You in this ask here, and there are moments of YLTTL that remind me of the person I am writing it for.

!!! Hello hi, thank you for saying that, I so appreciate it, and I hope you can always find a bit of happiness in my stories. 🖤

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