I just wanted to say that you are beautiful and wonderful and I hope that things look up for you soon. I know what it's like having a bad relationship with your mother and how devastating that can be, but just remember that she is the problem, not you. You do not deserve to be made to feel like you are less than amazing. Keep your head up love, because you deserve so much better, you truly do. It will get better, just hang in there. You are not the problem, you are not weak. You are lovely. <3
Thank you a lot... I doubt I'm not a part of the problem somehow, it must be my fault if she gets angry sometimes, I know I'm not the perfect chid, I know I'm 'slow' and I need to be constantly reminded of important things if I don't want to forget about them, and I know I had pretty bad marks at my last exams... but what's the point of telling me everyday that I'm stupid because of that? It's like I'm not aware of that already...