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New star Stable video!!!!

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New video on star stable!!!

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Weekly Diary #5

This week has been mega stressful! We've basically spent the whole week buying stuff for the flat, but we've both been really tired and stressed out. We have snapped at each other a few times too, but we understand that it's just because everything is all up in the air at the moment, but that is all about to change. Tomorrow we get the keys to the flat!! It's super exciting!! We still won't have furniture until tomorrow night, so we won't be moving in until Tim has managed to put a few bits together. Which we are hoping he will have done by Tuesday Night! BUT today we met the landlord and he was lovely and made us feel much more at ease. I've been even more stressed this week because I am starting my new job tomorrow, and in all honesty, I really don't know what it's going to be like... I have this terrible feeling in my stomach that I'm going to hate it there. I really hope I'm wrong... At least I have stuff to look forward to for the rest of the month! Such as: Moving in together New furniture Cooking meals I actually want Not arguing with my family Being able to get 4G in my home Waking up next to my man! Being independent Going to see Fall Out Boy on Saturday! My sister's birthday Going to see The Wanted Feeling safe Being happy

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Weekly Diary #4

This week has been emotional. I handed my notice in at work, and I've slowly been saying bye to people. Tomorrow is my final shift for the company, and I know I'm going to be super sad to be leaving them. I've had a great time working with everyone and I'll miss them all! Not for tooling though as we are all going bowling on Tuesday! In other news, today Tim bought some furniture, so we'll actually have something to go in the flat! Although we had a very stressful day in Southampton, it all turned out ok in the end! On the plus side I finally have my tablet back... Well, a new one anyway... Stupid PC world... And we've finally joined the gym!! Slimming down here I come! Finally I actually get a week off next week before starting my new job the week after, that will be spent packing, and spending time with Jade and Jared when they visit!!!!

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Weekly Diary #3

This week I had a mental breakdown. I got a job offer on Friday and I really honestly didn’t know what to do. I was crying and stressed, and on the phone to Tim. He tried to calm me down, and in the end I did. He told me he would support me no matter what I decided to do, and I realised I was being a little bit selfish. Tim is working so hard to get us living together, and I wasn’t really bringing anything to it. So eventually I decided that I would take the new full time job, despite it not really being what I want to do, it will be a good stepping stone into bigger and better things in the future!

I’m still a little unsure, but I know with Tim supporting me, I’ll be fine.

In other more happy news, we’ve pretty much decided on all of our furniture! And we are going shopping on Saturday! I’ve also picked out my dressing table, which while not exactly what I wanted, will be perfect for our new bedroom!

I know the next few weeks are going to be stressful as hell for me, but I know if I can just get through those, then life will be amazing!

In one week I start my new job. Next weekend my cousin and her baby boy come to visit! In two weeks we move into the flat. On the 15th if March, I see Fall Out Boy! On the 24th March, I see The Wanted!

March is going to be a very, VERY, Busy month!!

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New Dynamic7 video is up! Mini Tom Jones in my Head!!?

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Thankful Thursday!

Me and Tim have found somewhere to live, and if all goes to plan we'll be moving out in March.

We get to go furniture shopping!

My cousin is coming down to stay in two weeks, and I get to give baby Jared a cwtch

Tim is an amazing boyfriend

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Weekly Diary #1

Last week was stressful to say the least, and not for any particular reason. More just because I like to get myself worked up. I have a list of things in my mind that will help me to obtain my idea of a 'perfect' life. Trying to sort those things out is more difficult than I would like it to be, and as such I get myself worked up about it and upset. Thankfully through all that I have a wonderful boyfriend, who listens to my ramblings, and holds me when I get upset. Best of all he actively helps me.

One of the best things that happened last week, is that my boyfriend became an uncle to a beautiful baby girl called Olivia! The pictures of him holding her literally melt my heart. I haven't had a chance to meet her myself yet, but I cannot wait!

Here's to hoping that this week will be more positive!