After a while of thinking about myself, I still couldn't think of anything but an unspeakable emptiness in my mind. I tried to draw...even forced myself to draw, forced myself to watch a lot of pictures, even animations or movies...but I got nothing...I tried to think, tried to continue writing...drawing...even thought about going out to play...but I couldn't relax...they kept going around in my head, making me unable to sleep. I was constantly upset and restless...constantly not being able to draw or do my hobbies made me very upset...I couldn't breathe...I...I couldn't do anything...