#amal studies

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Lmao I just remembered how a few days ago I was talking to a PhD literature scholar in my uni and i mentioned I also want to do a phd and she said "Do it only if you really want to do it" and then added something like "Think about it carefully you still have time" and both of those things sounded like threats 💀💀💀

I know academia isn't as romantic as people show it and that it's really intense but I didn't know HOW intense until this exchange.

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Hii, here is a short intro post! I am Amal (she/her). And I made this blog to motivate myself to study because lately I have been finding it hard to pay attention in anything. Unfortunately, I am not able to take my studies seriously, I don't know why that is and I don't have the time to figure it out.

Anyways, I am in 2nd year of university, and am pursuing a BA in English. I love to read and write. And I love that I am doing it, literature is such a vast and interesting field. I want to do an MA in Comparative Literature after this.

I love meeting new people on here. And am so excited to meet new people through this blog! I am always willing to talk so feel free to send an ask or dm

@inleashlessconfusion is my main blog so I will follow and like posts through it. I also write fanfictions so you will find them over on that blog.

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22 October 2025

28/100 days of productivity

I spent my whole day in college lol. I went to college studies. Read a book. And attended the first ever French class for my certificate course.

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I am so satisfied with the amount of studying I am doing today, let's hope it continues 🤞

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Hii! So, I just made this blog a few minutes ago. I have been struggling with studying and literally everything else. I have a lot of workload and managing everything seems so scary so I avoid it and that leads to procrastination. So i thought that maybe if I had somewhere to post I would be more motivated. That's why I made this blog. Can't wait to post here properly and stay studying.

This isn't my main blog, my main blog is @inleashlessconfusion, if I follow or like or send an ask it will be through that blog.

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I know i probably said the same thing like a few weeks ago but I am going to try posting consistently on studyblr again. My mental health is starting to feel better and I want to be productive again because I haven't been productive for the past three months. I have a lot to catch up to because my finals will happen in May and I am not prepared at all.

The things I want to focus on the most are Urdu and French. Specifically, Urdu writing, i already speak Hindustani which is a mixture of Hindi and Urdu so I am familiar with some Urdu words, it's the script i struggle with.

In french I am struggling with the vocab and grammar. I should start forming sentences to practice different kinds of grammar rules.

Then there are my main subjects, those are the ones I can manage. Except history because we got a horrible professor, so I am looking for sources to study from. Then there is Islamiat again idk who checks it but the person who does check mine failed me last semester. Idk what I did wrong, according to me i wrote everything right. It's not even an important paper and this Islamiat's grades aren't added to the overall cgpa we just need to pass in it.

French is important to me because it's a certificate course. If I pass I will get a certificate and last oral test I messed it up so bad so I am a bit nervous but i'll try my best.

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The test went okay, i can't believe how much I was crashing out over it 💀 i cried last night studying for it

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Noooo i found out that I need to study a lot more than i originally thought 💀 how am I supposed to do that, the plan was to finish today so i could revise tomorrow, I'll have to stay up till midnight (i usually do stay up till midnight, but that's to enjoy little bit of free time). Nooo 😭

Wish me luck!