Yullen Week: Absolution
Warning: Spoilers.
No Drawing this time because someone spent the day reading No Game No Life non-stop, that’s why.
It all started with a fight. As always.
Allen woke up and couldn't help to notice the dark signs climbing Kanda's hands, following his veins. And, of course, he couldn't help to keep his trap shut either. What started with solicitude turned into sarcasm in front of the – very rude – silence of the swordsman.
They were soon getting a lot of attention.
Kanda tried to get out of the room, not counting that the stupid Moyashi would follow him. They started to yell, to trip on the citizens and to slam every damn door that stood on their way until one of them opened to a desert theater.
Old, abandoned. Had something of Martel in it, a deep melancholy with the kinda sympathetic rubbish. Maybe because of the familiarity, they finally felt comfortable enough to go down to business.
No more words or aggressive gestures towards furniture.
They were serious. Punches, hits. The sound of flesh against flesh and the faint smell of blood.
They were... tired.
Kanda already had too much on his head without the non-stop babbling in what the Moyashi insisted.
But Allen needed to talk about his pathetic situation. His master had disappeared – died?. He was seem no more as an exorcist but as an Noah- a dirty version of the Fallen Angel, or at least something on the way to that. The only thing that kept him as himself was... His personality? Oh well but, them, who was him, again? And who was the Earl?
Everything is fine. Everything is toooottaly fiiinne.
He was a sinner, one of the worst and lowest kind.
Not that Kanda seemed to care at all. As usual. But, wasn't it funny?
He could feel, by every hit he took, what Allen was thinking. The brat decided to be a martyr, drowning himself on self-pity, just because he was some kind of indefinite thing.
As if he was the only one.
As if he expect to get some compassion from an aberration.
An stupid project of a Holy Warrior, some elevated apostle, that could come back to life to keep on fighting against the darkness. As if he wasn't a sin on his very existence, an taboo that had been broken by dirty human hands and their pitch-black technology.
They were both lost, and guilty way beyond salvation.
The first kiss come with blood.
Allen punched him, Kanda grabbed him- e throwed the pale body against the wall, as if Allen Walker wasn't any more important than a bunch of potatoes.
The swordsman felt him lip being bitten, but the rage were already being changed by the urge.
Their sins would find redemption between those bodies.
It was euphory, hungry, thirst. Submission, control, madness, desperation.
It was tortuous, but they didn't care.
Allen could hear a laugh in his head, the calling of the fallen ones.
Kanda, ah, Kanda just wasn't giving a flying fuck to the black signs growing bigger on his arms.
They were lost, tearing clothes, feasting in lust, burning all shame into ashes.
No one needed guilty while there were hand running thru bodies, the brathing faster and the members begging for pleasure.
No one needed forgiveness while the mouths attacked so furiously, getting more mark to the already so, oh so many times, tainted and wounded in battles. All battles.
Ah, they had already sinked so low. Fallen so hard.
At least there, on the floor, sweaty and loud, they could at least be nothing more than humans.
Sometimes, this is all the absolution that one needs.