#ambramble

[ambicutiebutt]

Oh hey a lot of people are out here talking about things like more teens happening across the community. This message is for anyone who is under 18 and following me, though some of it is also for those who are just over 18 as well.

Um uh, hey. I am in my thirties. My nephew is 21. He was a big part of my life even as a baby. I still have dreams of him as a child. So there is absolutely no way I can't kind of view you as a baby.

But as far as you being here, looking at the 18+ art I post, I dont really care. I am not diligently checking all my followers ages in their profiles. I looked at porn when I was "too young" to do so. The rules are "keep your head down and don't call attention to yourself or you're gonna get caught and blocked."

But what I do want you to know is this: Do not interact with the adults in these adult spaces. Any adult who is willing to chat with you- ESPECIALLY about adult topics- is not a safe person to be around. Its easier for them to get sexual gratification out of someone who isnt old enough to have their boundaries figured out. It's easier for them to hurt a teenager, because many teenagers don't see the warning signs and dont recognize that they are going to be hurt. Because to you it might just seem like you're going to have a fun sexy time!

There is a difference between someone liking you and someone fetishizing you. It is really difficult to tell the difference, and they can use that to their advantage.

If you are attracted to older people, so was I!! I was never attracted to teens! Even when I was a teen! But you're just going to have to wait a little bit before you can start dating them.

I think that's all I wanted to say. Don't talk to adults in adult spaces unless you are also an adult. Please keep yourself safe.

[ambisweetiepie]

Sometimes you just have to recognize your biases.

I was just thinking about Kyubey from Madoka Magica. And I hate kyubey, as you do. It's fun to hate kyubey for being the worst.

But I was just imagining, if Kyubey was not a cute mascot animal, but instead a cute femboy, he would probably be one of my favorite characters of all time. I would defend him until my dying day. I would buy all the merchandise of him. He has done no wrong and could do no wrong in my eyes.

[ambicutiebutt]

People reblogging that "im good at pretending to be normal" post and tbh i have never thought for a moment any of you were normal.

However I am aware you might pretend better when you're not here in the den of freaks with me.

So: poll time!

Do you think you pass as "normal" in everyday life?

Lol, no

Maybe

More or less

Absolutely

Voting ended onNov 30, 2025

For added fun, feel free to reblog and in the tags tell me if you think prev passes as normal.

[ambicutiebutt]

Making a DoL PC is great because if you play your cards right you will end up with a character who is an embodiment of all your kinks.

And that is something that can stay in your head forever.

[ambicutiebutt]

I have a question for your PCs.

How horny are they? Generally? On a scale of 0-100? Zero being "never has the urge to do anything horny". 100 being "constantly wants to do more, infinitly dtf"

Asking because, like, this is a horny game and things are going to happen one way or another. I cant assume that because your character is super sexed up that means they're a horny person. I also cant assume that because your character has an angel tf that means they're not constantly horny.

I want to know, please tell me!

To start: Daisy is probably at maybe 10% maaaybe up to 20% sometimes. Generally uninterested. Isn't usually pursuing things. This probably spikes up considerably when cowgirl tf causes her to be in heat.

Soy............. 5% currently. Hasn't figured out enough about themselves, doesnt know what they like or what kind of person they are attracted to yet.

[ambicutiebutt]

Okay so here's where my blog is going to be going forward. Plus I want to explain some things about myself and unfollowing/refollowing others.

Going forward-

At the moment I am shifting my focus back to my game. It'd be nice if I could get the demo out. But anything about that is going to be over on my main blog - @ambisweetiepie

This blog is still going to be Daisy and NSFW-centric. Soy related posts will stay here for conveniences sake. That being said, I'm not sure if anything I make will really be DoL-focused anymore. I don't know how to divorce these characters from the setting, but also these characters belong to me, not the game. I can draw them and do whatever I want with them.

Explaining myself re unfollowing/refollowing/personal issues under the cut:

Due to personal un-healed trauma, I get triggered intensely when it comes to callout posts. I don't really like mentioning it, and there's nothing that can be done to help, i.e. tagging posts (i would still find it triggering to get the "this post is hidden because it is tagged 'callout post'" message on my dash).

The best I can do is unfollow (with hopefully being able to refollow in the future) people who are posting about it very actively.

My wife helps by giving me a breakdown of the situation and what is happening.

I get triggered and have breakdowns when this type of discourse crops up, and it can also happen when the callout post is not related to a fandom I'm in. It has nothing to do with whether or not I agree with what is being said. I am not on the defense of the one who is being called out.

I don't like mentioning it because I'm afraid of being misunderstood, which is the root of the trauma to begin with. I have autism and communication struggles, so when I see this type of discourse, my immediate reaction is to feel frightened and unsafe.

I hope I was able to communicate my trigger effectively and want to make it clear that I am not against anyone in the community or anyone who creates these posts.

[ambicutiebutt]

Kylar: Would you still love me if I were a worm 🥺

Daisy: You ARE a worm, and I don't love you.

[ambicutiebutt]

I think CoT is an okay game. I get why people like it. I personally have a million minor gripes about the game, but i dont want to dissuade anyone else from playing it. It is fun. If you want a sexy porn game you might like it!

I think i've been a little spoiled by the character customization in DoL. Especially given DoL is a big reason I was able to figure out some gender things about myself. The game has some definite flaws with how gender is perceived, but has some benefits also. I personally love that crossdressing is an option. Being genderfluid is kind of an option as a result too.

Meanwhile CoT, which i can tell tried to be inclusive, kind of hit a personal pet peeve for me. I really get annoyed when non-binary is treated as a third gender. Three gender options, with corresponding pronouns. Are you He, She, or They? I do not like being referred to with the "they" pronoun. I dont identify with some third thing. I identify with male and I identify with female. So the best I was able to do with CoT is say that my character is a cis woman.

I think being able to set your pronouns and your genitalia separately would have worked fine. It would have also removed the other annoyance I have of "trans men must have vaginas" and "trans women must have penises." But I understand that might not bother other people so much as it bothers me.