#ames thoughts

[tesl4radiowav3s]

everymootiepie ily guys but forfucksake can adam x sydney not become canon.

this new episode actually pissed me off I MEAN THAT IN THE NICEST WAY I JUST AUGHGHGH I HATE ADAM X SYDNEY WITH A DYING PASSION. im not gonna hate on anyone who ships it its just in canon it makes sydney look like hes been written to be a mary sue./nm

[tesl4radiowav3s]

sometimes i have the urge to rebrand myself / redo everything & change my entire online identity idk if anybody agrees but yea

[sterling-in-indieland]

My night consisted of sugar-free Popsicles and Netflixing Grey's Anatomy 

I have no life ..... still.

[sterling-in-indieland]

Grey's Anatomy is going to be the Death of me

Season 8  on my 2nd go around of watching it all the way through and the feels are going to kill me 

[sterling-in-indieland]

Withdrawls from caffeine

remind me of watching my mom fiend for drugs 

[sterling-in-indieland]

I will live in your pocket if you give me food

preferably eggrolls 

[sterling-in-indieland]

Caffeine withdrawals remind me of watching my mother detox

[sterling-in-indieland]

I am not allowed to surf facebook for friends of mine that I use to hang out with that I no longer speak too

because there all 10 steps ahead of me 

and I'm 20 steps behind 

I hate this feeling that settles in my chest and makes it hard for me to breathe. This realization that I didn't jump on the ball like they did. That my successes have seemed to turn to failures 

I see marriages, babies, bigger degrees and careers. 

I see myself slacking, divorced, and disabled. 

I fail at everything I feel like whenever I see how happy and successful my old friends are it's like there all over there laughing. I don't know if I'll ever get over that feeling of always being 20 steps behind the crowd.