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[eatingyarndraws]

from the touching prompts #12 for Kira/Mason please and thank you 💜

pushing a strand of hair behind their ear. thank you!! ♥

it's been ages since i drew them last time and i enjoyed it a lot! i miss them.

for today im set on this style, we'll see what we have tomorrow.

[whowhatifs]

A melting embrace

Artwork for @interactivesummer day 14 "Melt" of Sidesteps, (my Evanthe and @amlovelies 's Cynthia) from @/fallenhero-rebirth's IF, reuniting and melting into each other.

"When iron and carbon come together, there emerges steel! To be something stronger and better, you must mostly unite with something else and melt" - Mehmet Murat İldan

[Image ID: Digital artwork of two people hugging each other tightly in the sunshine. The person on the left is tall and muscular with paler skin and black hair, and they are crying. The woman on the right is almost completely hidden by the embrace, and has tawny brown skin and brown hair. /End ID]

[witchofthewild]

How about merry and wine stains?

This is very sketchy but! The woman herself 🥰

[gingerbreton]

I'm curious about how you came up with Lila had she changed from how you originally pictured her?

Thank you for asking! 💜

Honestly, she hasn’t changed drastically from my first blind run with her (I knew next to nothing about fhr before reading the first time). Appearance wise she’s pretty much unchanged; it’s the law that I have to make a ginger on my first run in everything 😂, other than that, she’s maybe a little shorter (5’3) and a little younger (29 during rebirth) than originally planned.

She’s always been very high caution and very low ruthless - sees the villain career is a necessity, not a choice. On that note, I’m still torn on her villain path, I’m leaning anarchy but ‘prepare them’ hero hunter is a close second. We’ll have to see what revelations b3 brings as to whether I switch her path.

The biggest changes have been her scar and her romance! Once I finally settled on the puppetmaster scar for her (Kit, you were right, I should’ve tried it sooner 😂), she really began to come into focus; a more outwardly cold/aloof Step than acerbic in the way she tries the protect herself by holding people at a distance. And her desperate need for self control - body and mind - after the heartbreak incident is a huge part of her personality now.

As for romance, I did not anticipate Herald! I didn’t try his romance until maybe 5th/6th read and he took me completely by surprise. Lila used to be chargestep all the way (god I love the Ortega romance!), and she’s still past chargestep. I mean, who can resist that post-psychopathor smooch? But as Lila started to take form properly in my mind, her dynamic with Daniel really clicked. It’s such a lovely tentatively blossoming romance anyway, there’s a softness there but still a persistence and unexpected similarities between them. Plus I’m a sucker for the idea of my ice queen gorl being melted by his persistent sunshine. But also the way his romance has the potential to be so healing to the puppetmaster scar is just *chef kiss*

Ok I’ll stop myself there before I do too much flystep rambling 😂 thank you again for giving me an excuse to ramble about my girl 💜

[coldshrugs]

i only just scrolled far enough down my dash to see the wip meme but i have GOT to ask about "kind of fucked up but". if someone already has bc i am Late to this then um. well. i'll see myself out lmao

@thevikingwoman and @amlovelies want to know too so he we go!

okay this is YET AGAIN io/zenos. i'm silly goofy about them 🥴 this is uhhhh a fucked up "beauty and the beast" style AU where zenos has found an injured io and is nursing her back to health so they can, of course, fight to the death. but then they both read a poem and :WAHH:

dinner but no one wants to be there:

io is begging for something more interesting to read:

dinner again but they're in love your honor:

it's very rough, mostly just mushy fun that I never planned to share anyway but here we are 😂

[leirsulien-archive]

For Alexis and Gwen 1, 14, and 35 please and thank you

thank you 💜

1. what drives them? what’s their ultimate goal?

alex: fear of loss, wanting to protect

gwen: wanting to belong (but feeling like she'll never be able to)

14. what keeps them up at night?

alex: nightmares (lately about murphy), feelings of guilt regarding either nate or failing to protect someone at work

gwen: also nightmares, guilt about what she's doing, thoughts of ortega

35. when did they feel loneliest?

alex: already answered here!

gwen: back at the farm after hb, it had been lonely before but knowing what it felt like to not be so alone and thinking that no one cared about her made it unbearable

[ASK GAME]

[narrativefoiltrope]

For Lennox how about 👃😍💐 please and thank you ☺️

🔥 oc asks

thanks sky! i have typed out these answers twice and have been nerfed both times lmao so third time’s the charm

👃 : does your oc smell good? do they have a signature scent?

yes to both! she smells a bit like bubblegum and possibly cigarette smoke normally. she also has a bunch of different perfumes gifted to her from clients and she’ll wear their specific scent when she’s out with them. her go-to personal perfume is candy by prada which apparently smells sweet, warm, musky, and playful!

😍 : what does your oc find irresistible in others?

she is verrrrry into strong-willed and strong-minded people. lennox loves people who know what they want and go out and do it. she also appreciates people who have strong beliefs, whether that’s in themselves, a cause, or something else; she can’t really relate but finds it admirable.

💐 : what is their courting style? how would they woo someone?

LMAO lennox beloved has never once courted someone 💅 she hasn’t historically done relationships so to speak, and the few (unpaid) dates she ends up on are usually initiated by the other person. when she does develop feelings, it catches her off-guard and takes her awhile to realise that’s what’s happening, so she would be more hesitant in approaching them and would fluster easily. she would be an Extra Great listener and get them little gifts but would shy away from Saying how she feels

[swtorpadawan]

#5 for corellan and the hurt/comfort prompt thingy please and thank you ☺️

Limits

Author’s Notes: OC Response Meme – Hurt / Comfort – “Please don’t beat yourself up.” Thank you @amlovelies​ ! Sorry this took so long! Reader Warnings for sexual and / or highly sensitive content. This story takes place sometime before the start of Knights of the Fallen Empire.

Kira Carsen snuggled into Corellan Halcyon’s arms, tucking her head into his neck as they lay in bed together.

She hadn’t felt this guilty in a long time. Not since that time Vitiate had possessed her on Darth Angral’s flagship, maybe.

No. she reflected. This is worse. This is all on me.

“I’m so sorry.” She whispered.

Corellan shifted and leaned in, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.

“Don’t be.” His fingers caressed her hair. “There’s nothing for you to apologize for.”

“I wasn’t thinking.” she sniffed. “I wasn’t paying attention.”

“We were trying something new. That’s all.” His voice was calm and comforting, like always.  

Kira didn’t want to feel comfortable at this moment.

Kira bit her lip.

“I hurt you.”

“You didn’t.” Corellan said firmly, then he paused, looking up at the ceiling. “Well, okay, I am a little sore, but I’ll be fine.”

She harumphed; he was missing the point, she could tell.

“But you didn’t like it.” Kira insisted. “And I didn’t realize it immediately. You’re my partner. You’re my… everything. And I didn’t realize it wasn’t good for you.”

He just chuckled.

“Well. I probably didn’t help with that any. I was doing my best to… find a way to enjoy it, I guess.” He sighed, like he was disappointed at himself. “I don’t think I got there. Maybe I’m not very good at this thing?”

“That’s… what?” Kira looked up at him, shook.

Corellan looked down at her.

“I mean, I’ve enjoyed everything else we’ve tried. I guess I just assumed if I wasn’t enjoying something, it was because I was doing something wrong. Honestly, I’d be willing to try it again… though maybe not for another day or two.” He added reluctantly.

He’d said it all the way they might have been discussing some lightsaber maneuver.

“We’re never trying that again.” Her voice was hard, even if the rest of her was quaking. “You were letting me take advantage of you.”

“How? I consented. I didn’t totally understand it, but I consented.”

Kira bit her lip as she felt her brow furrow. How can I explain this? He’d do anything for me.

“But you know I would have stopped if you had said anything?” she pressed him. “We agreed on that ‘word’ for a reason.”

“Of course.”

“So why didn’t you?”

“I thought if I kept at it long enough, I’d figure out what I was doing wrong.”

She groaned in aggravation.

“You always want to test your limits, don’t you?” she shook her head. “How are you not angry with me right now?”

“I can’t get angry with you.” He countered, gazing at her serenely. “You can’t make me angry with you. Confused? Sure. You’ve been throwing me off since the moment we met. Frustrated?” he smiled thinly. “Once or twice. But I’ve never been angry with you.” He smiled at her reassuringly. “And I never will be.”

Kira looked down, burying her face into his chest as her cheeks started to flush in embarrassment.

“Why did you agree to it if you didn’t get it?”

“Well, you seemed to think that having me like… that would be something we’d enjoy. And you’ve always been right so far.”

Kira let out an exasperated huff, still not looking at him.

“You’re just so big and tough, you know? The greatest hero in the galaxy. I… do kinda get turned on occasionally when I’m in control. And it’s not that I don’t love it when you do things to me; I do! It’s great. It’s just that every once in a while, I like to have you all to myself.” Kira blinked; her eyes were starting to water. Dammit. I don’t want him to see me cry. “But I’d never want you to do anything you weren’t comfortable with.”

She felt him reach down and take her by the chin, gently tilting her head so he could look into her eyes again. As she looked up into his own icy blues, even in the minimal light, she could see the reflection of her own pain and guilt. But she saw nothing but trust and affection in his own. Corellan drew her in, softly kissing the tears from her eyes and cheeks.

“Don’t beat yourself up, okay?”

She felt his confidence. His complete certainty in her, and what they were to each other. It felt like she was leaning up against a duracrete wall. Or something stronger than that, given that she had seen him go through a couple of duracrete walls over their time together.

“Okay.” She nibbled at her lip again. “But can you do me one favor, please?”

“Anything.” He promised her without hesitation.

“Will you promise me that if I’m every doing anything that you aren’t comfortable with… that doesn’t feel good… you’ll tell me right away?”  

Corellan eyes flickered and then he nodded.

“Of course. I’m sorry I… well. I’m sorry I didn’t handle that situation well.”

“Don’t be sorry.” She scolded, processing everything he’d said. “Are there other things we’ve done that you… didn’t like? Or are there some things you’ve liked more than others?”

“Well.” He turned and looked up at the ceiling again. “I think I’ve liked everything. Maybe not … what we did tonight. But everything else has been good.”

She softly kissed his chest, her deep blue eyes never leaving his.

“Anything in particular?”

Corellan smiled again, looking down at her tenderly.

“I do love looking into your eyes when we’re together. Its… reassuring. I feel like I know exactly what I should be doing. Everything feels so… right. There’s a lot of things I don’t understand at first, Kira. A lot of things I’m not completely sure about. But I am sure about you. And us. I always have been.”

Kira felt overcome with tenderness for him just then. She pulled up and pressed her lips to his, gently pushing him onto his back as she straddled him. As their lips pressed together, she felt a familiar warmth growing within her.

“Listen.” She broke the kiss and looked down at him. “I wouldn’t… I wouldn’t blame you for not being in the mood, but… can we do something? Right now, I mean? Whatever you wanted? Just to make me feel better?” she bit her lip. “I just want to take care of you.”

“Whatever I want?” he quirked an eyebrow down at her. “Honestly?”

“Yeah.” Kira looked up at him, swallowing whatever doubts she’d felt. They trusted each other completely and the chemistry was perfect. She was prepared for anything he would want to do.

Except for what he did.

Corellan took her in his arms and gently turned her around, pulling her back against his chest before turning them both onto their sides. He drew her in closely, his arms wrapping around her waist and his chin coming over her shoulder, allowing their bodies to touch from her head all the way to her toes. She sighed in surprise as she felt him ‘spoon’ her.    

Here, there was no limit in how close they were.

“I love all of it, Kira Carsen.” He whispered into her ear. “Every moment we’re together. Everything we try. But the only thing I need is you. Out there, we have our duty. In here, you always have me to yourself. There is no place I would rather be than right here.”

Kira sighed as a comfortable fatigue washed over her. There was no place she’d rather be, either. 

Author’s Notes: FYI – The safe word Kira and Corellan use is ‘Teeseven’. Insert your own joke here.

Tagging people who liked my teaser - @swtorshipping , @the-raven-of-highever , @tishinada , @jeverest00 , @taraum , @the-jedi-knight-enjoyer , @j-the-jedi , @a-muirehen , @itstheelvenjedi , @ask-an-andalite , @blueburds , @the-sith-in-the-sky-with-diamond ! Oh - and @swtor-writers-guild​ !