1 year.
I can't believe that in 11 days, we will have officially hit our 1 year mark ttc. I can't explain how many tears I have shed, doctor's visits I have gone to, or things I have searched up. Trying to have a baby is defintely not an easy process, I will say. For those people and couples that didn't have to go on drugs to get them to ovulate or jump start their period, I am happy for you. I wouldn't want to wish any of this on anyone. It's been hard to scroll down on my Facebook feed and see another friend announce their pregnancy; don't get me wrong, I am so happy for you, but I am hurt for me yet again because I only wish I was in your shoes. It's hard attending babyshowers because I wish it was me with that baby bump, smiling and celebrating an expected life. 1 year has been so tough. This trial that I have been put on, has definitely been tough, I have broken down and thought the worst things about myself, but never have I given up. I know that God has given me this test because he knows I can fight through it. Every day is a reminder to never give up and keep striving for what I want.