"I'll go if you go."
I NEED YOU. | accepting.
FINGERS COMES TO a halt at her reply. The rising bile became hard to swallow.
He shouldn’t be like this. Being greedy never achieved him anything but—how could he not to? It was her, after all. His desire to run out from his practice, meet her and touch her could almost be considered as desperation. The chance of them meeting, for their paths to align is there but he knows he can’t take it. (Or if he does take it in his grasp, it will slip out from his fingers like sand.)
A bitter taste fills his mouth and he continues to type. It wasn’t like him to reply so late and she cannot know that something is wrong. If she worried for him, he’d feel worse.
ZEN: Sigh~ I wish I can come but I have to continue my practice… The director would be seriously pissed if I rebel…
ZEN: He called me his ‘last hope’ and he couldn’t stop praising me once I accepted the role, you know? lol…
ZEN: I wish I can come though! I really want to meet you!
ZEN: I feel bad for making Jaehee and Yoosung all the work. If I wasn’t this busy… and if it isn’t Christmas… I could’ve helped…!
ZEN: Anyway, I shouldn’t be so depressed… Make sure you have a good time, okay?
ZEN: Hold his hand and make him feel like he’s the best thing in the world. I’m sure your presence alone will make him feel like that, but either way, be happy with him.
ZEN: But you have to be careful! Even if he seems nice, he’s probably a beast inside. You have to run, run really fast and far if you don’t feel safe!
ZEN: Oh— my break is almost over.
ZEN: Have a good time for me (:
He closes his phone, a heavy sigh follows. It’d be best for him not to come. After all, the feelings she harbors wasn’t for him. And unrequited love will only tastes sweet in the beginning.
