I even miss her family.
Even though they all sucked. Besides Lucy. I still kind of like Lucy. I miss calling Shaun Shaunybear and picking on him because he was the youngest. With his buzz cut that we would always kind of pet and the way I secretly wished he would never turn out like Matt. I almost even miss Matt even though he was and probably still is the biggest asshole I’ve ever met. I miss calling Sam Sammy and ADIDAS and talking until he just walked away from being annoyed. I miss how he was the nicest of the brothers because he was oldest. Hey got me into good music back in the day like Rise Against, Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, Chevelle, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, My Chemical Romance, and 30 Seconds to Mars. They wanted me to play WOW with them and waste my life away getting to level 70 three or four times. We would all walk to the park near their house and play on the playground until all the little kids ran away because Matt had scared them off. We would jump off swings and run up slides. We would just do straight up crazy shit and it was fine that they weren’t really the best friends I could have had at the time because we had fun. I miss it somehow even though I’m better off now than I ever was back then.