Jun 30
I talk a lot about getting fandom tramp stamps from media that was highly influential to me, and I do like them, but
I think I'd really like one with barbed wire / thorns and deer antler. Idk. I like those things a lot.
#analysis incoming#its because i like collecting deer antlers and wearing them around my house#i jokingly call myself the deer king#its one of those things that feels faintly masculine but also very soft#it also reminds me of home in a way thats so bittersweet and i want to hug it#and deep down i think i could project onto deer#for some of their more obvious traits but also#they get hunted for months which is like. the average american south experience#look at the characters they represent that im attached to#and because of all the hunters growing up i knew of a lot of cases of doe having antlers and vice versa#which little kid ne was so jealous of LMAFOOOO why did nobody know i was queef#and they make me think of my great grand fathers home with the deer mural burned into the wood plank walls#falling asleep in thick blankets with a movie playing#they make me think of the woods which was the only place i felt truly myself and at home#<- which again. why did nobody know i was querr#anyways im tired so im spilling my guts to the internet#goodnight world
