Nov 10, 2023
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Letters to Her
Its my birthday and your name lingers in the air. The stress, the animosity, and the distain. Why are you like this. Why has your mind shaped me into a villian. Why do you constantly slander my name through your thoughts and actions. Manipulating the only constant in our lives. I know, no. I hope it is only a matter of time before you ruin that too but i hate waiting. I hate that we are still connected. That i will have to see you, again in this lifetime. That i will have to treat you with civility and respect when you won't. I hate that you have polluted my heart will a hatred i can't seem to shake. It weighs me down and chokes the breath out of me. It makes me what to scream and cry as it suffocates me. I don't know what to do. I've never felt this way before. All i can muster are these pages. In writing my heart out. hoping it will purge you from my mind and heart. It's all i have and it's all you've left me with.
A small part of me knows it's all i have left and maybe i don't want to let you go even if it means poisoning my own soul. The truth is I miss you so much it hurts and ill keep hating you because im not ready to let you go. I'm not ready to erase you, forgive you, or become indifferent to you.
Independent artist Anamosity has a strong vibe in his latest track 'Shake It' on Spotify
samples: lil fly - anna got me clickin lil corb - when i got some anna tommy wright iii - meet yo maker
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