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[ancientdoodles]

Victors’ Obsession

He’s naturally obsessive about things, so it’s only natural that he’d eventually become obsessed with you. That includes everything about you, especially physically. First it would be watching from afar, the way you move, the way you communicate, the way you interact with the worlds around you. The way you looked at him, be it fear or affection.

Gradually, the staring would become touching. Small grazes as he passed by you, knowingly or secretly. The way your skin felt under the tips of his fingers when you rushed just out of reach. The little goosebumps dancing along your skin where his hands held firm. The blooming color of bruises along your neck when he would be just firm enough to get you to comply. He would never truly hurt you…unnecessarily.

And the marks, oh the marks on your skin, be it scars, moles, freckles, anything that stood out. He was there, tracing them, committing them to memory. The rolls and hills and valleys, everything that made the shape of you. When you were still, he could indulge in your space.

It would never be enough, not for him. The obsession thick and heavy on his tongue as his private personal viewings only teased the truest purest versions of you. Taste and smell, he would sate himself of you. No blemish or patch of skin left untouched. All of you raw, worn and all but consumed. He would leave his own flavor and scent in you, on you, around you so he would never forget what entanglement felt like with you...so you couldn’t forget.

The sounds…blessed be those lilts and chords that left your beautiful throat. To have them played raw, just for him, strained, broken and reckoned under his careful, meticulous, finite ministrations. Tuned by his hands, played by his fingers…perfected by his…

Obsessed, he would devour every inch you, forget to remember and do it all over again.

[ancientdoodles]

So there’s gotta be something that happened to his brain when he did all the experiments. Like some sort of neurological tick that switches from that laughter to immediate silent seriousness. That little head twitch when he’s in the chopper being told Leon was his problem now. When Leon calls him by his title. Like switching from a Nemesis to Doctor and vice versa. They bleed into each other though with the way he speaks to people. Nothing but pure seriousness when speaking to Zeno, but slightly unstable and giddy-ish when speaking to Grace and Leon and eventually totally unhinged, but also carrying out orders (finishing Spencers’ work) like a Nemesis by the time Zeno confronts him. Maybe different thought processes fighting for the spotlight. Like the excitement and joy when he realizes ‘he did it’ to immediately ‘still work to do’. The ‘blanking out’ into blind faith to following orders like Nemesis. He’s aware he’s changed, but doesn’t entirely have the bandwidth anymore to control how he reacts to certain stimuli or situations or thoughts anymore.

🧐

[ancientdoodles]

You know that feeling when you really wanna talk about your problems, but you don’t wanna burden anybody with your problems, but you really need to talk or else you’re going to implode on yourself, but you’ve always been the one to sponge up everyone else’s problems so you know what they’re going through so you don’t wanna dump a plate of funk on them out of your own love and care for them so you don’t say anything and bottle everything up instead of talking about said problems?

[ancientdoodles]

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN,

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT KO-FI! THAT’S SO KIND OF YOU TO SEND ME ONE ESPECIALLY AT A TIME LIKE THIS!!!

[ancientdoodles]

Don’t let Tumblr be your source of education

Always do your research before you decide something you read on here is fact. There are far too many kids on here believing everything they see and hear without checking to read the facts themselves. I grew up on here and there a few times that I’ve made the same mistake. It happens to everyone and there’s no need to be embarrassed about or abhorrent my in denial about it. Just do your research before you come across information that could potentially get someone hurt.

DO YOUR RESEARCH

DO YOUR RESEARCH

DO YOUR RESEARCH

[ancientdoodles]

So, I took a quiz a long time ago that said I was a ‘Gray Jedi’

What exactly does that mean? Cause I wanna make a sona. :o

Edit: Thank you for the info!!!

[ancientdoodles]

I can barely remember anything from Gregor the Overlander except that I absolutely LOVED the series. I remember reading the books back in grade school and desperately looking for the other books in the library as soon as they were available. I would honestly LOVE to see movies made for it to be fair...I just hope that they’ll do them justice if someone decides to do that.

[ancientdoodles]

If anyone is trying to find specific things on here that they’re interested in, I would suggest following specific tags. I barely even remember to do that most the time. For example, if you’re looking for more artists to follow, it’d be a good idea to follow ‘artist/s on tumblr’ or ‘doodles’ or ‘fanart’ - whatever you’re looking for. I track the ‘AncientDoodles’ tag incase anyone makes something for me, it’s not the greatest system, but then again nothing in tumblr is.