Mar 30
fuucckkkkkkk
#why do i have a massive assignment due on thursday#or okay i can’t actually tell if it’s massive#but i have to read 20 pages of a book and watch and read far too many things#AND THEN do a project on it.#on top of my capstone.#and on top of a presentation#and another assignment#and an assignment i have to do for today#and my fucking science stuff which i should have started the final for already i think#hhhhhhhhh shit shit shit shit shit#it’s maybe not that bad but it’s making me panic and that’s not helpful when in order for it to be fine i need to do things#and stop panicking#and also have time to rest#which i feel like i won’t be getting#even though my body and brain will force me to anyway#god. fucking damnit.#i’m gonna start crying#there is no reason for this assignment i swear#i’m not even really behind in this class! other than the 20 pages! but that will take like maybe an hour to read!#that’s the least of my worries!#what the fuck! what the fuck! what the fuck!#i just want to rest. please. holy shit.#why does it feel like it’s been so hard to do work this semester even though everything’s been easy#how am i supposed to get through finals#i should probably eat. that would make me feel better. but i’m stressed and i don’t have as much of an appetite when i’m stressed#head in my hands.#ramblings#vent