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[karmacreatesstuff]

Gonna be making a post about harassment (mainly regarding fish and people who think harassment is justice)

I NEED to get my feelings out about it bc I think we all have something to learn from it (also, I think it'll help me move on).

[letsmakethenaughtylistt]

def missing having someone to yap with on my 2 hour drive home in the wee hours of the night.

[tinyalechardy]

We home

[astoriawritings]

Request 30th June 2022

For LaceyStrode5 on Wattpad!

Genre: Hurt/comfort Tw: Abuse, swearing, slight smut

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"You did what?" I heard Alan shout from the front door.

I didn't even hear him come in. I quickly got off the couch, letting the book I was reading close without marking my page.

"What are you talking about?" I asked nervously as he burst through the door of the living room.

"You," he walked closer to me as I lowered my head. "You spent fifty dollars on clothes! What the fuck?"

"I needed new-" I was cut off by a sharp pain in my left cheek.

I immediately bent and placed my hands on the place where the pain was coming from.

"Do not cut me off!" Alan shouted. "We don't have enough money! Does your little nut brain understand this? Bitch, look at me!"

I did as I was told, letting go of my cheek. My boyfriend was now walking around the room, circling me and his brows were furrowed.

"Your ass is poor and you still spend money like they grow on trees!" He hit the wall and I began trembling when I saw the hole he left. "When? When will you learn?"

He turned in my direction and I stepped back. Before I could register anything else, I saw a vase flying at me. I fastly covered my face and ducked down. I heard the vase break somewhere behind me.

I saw Alan come towards me so I tried to get up, but he grabbed my wrist. Just then I realised that he was shouting something. He had never dragged me anywhere before but always found ways to start an argument at places where he could hurt me and I couldn't run.

I tried to get away, catching onto stuff, but he hit me every time. Where were we going to... At that moment, my ring flashed.

I pulled my hand away, my Green Lantern suit covering me. When Alan turned around with rage in his eyes, I panicked. I didn't have enough time to think so my first reaction was to shoot him.

Alan fell on the ground. I stared at him, breathing heavily with wide eyes. I backed away.

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I have been in space for a few months since that accident. It was Hal who got me in this mess, but whatever was going on, it was so much better.

"(Y/N)?" Hall called out for me.

"Yes?"

"I didn't see you do what I asked for."

I hummed. "What was it?"

Razer moved his chair closer to mine, whispering and pointing for me. That was useless, I could have figured it out myself but I didn't mind.

Razer stayed close to me. It wasn't long until I felt him take my hand from my lap. That shook me off from staring into space, sometimes closing my eyes and my head dropping.

"Hal, can she go in her room?" Razer asked.

Hal thought for a bit and allowed us. Razer stood up and I followed him.

"Thank you," I whispered when the door closed behind us.

Razer let go of my left hand and wrapped his arm around my waist, burying the other in my hair. I wrapped my arms around his waist. He placed a kiss on my forehead and I looked up at his beautiful blue eyes.

He locked his soft lips with mine, soon both of us picking up a pace. The kiss became more passionate when he pushed me back and sat me on the bed.

We broke apart for air. Razer's hand wandered to the one with my ring and he looked down at it and then back at me. I nodded slightly and took off the ring myself.

My Green Lantern suit disappeared and left me in my civilian clothes. A feeling of uncomfortableness flooded my head, but I didn't have much time to think because Razer kissed my neck.

He continued kissing down, reaching my collarbone and I let out a soft moan. He seemed proud of himself because I could feel a smirk appear on his lips.

One of his hands sneaked under my shirt. Suddenly, the memories of what had happened flooded in.

Razer trailed kisses up my neck before he pushed up my shirt and threw it somewhere in the room.

He widened his eyes, tracing the scars on my skin.

I felt the tears build up in my eyes and I shifted uncomfortably, placing my hand on his arm. Razer slowly wiped a tear off my cheek. He looked in my (E/C) eyes and cooed.

"It's okay."

He continued whispering to me and rubbed circles on my back. I pulled myself closer to him and buried my face in the crouch of his neck.

When I calmed down a bit, I mumbled. "It's not alright."

He hummed confused.

"Nothing is the way it looks," the sentence came out higher pitched than what I intended.

Another wave of tears followed and I tried my best to calm myself down before I start explaining.

"I have a boyfriend," I sighed. "Had."

I squeezed Razer tighter. "He was abusive and... And... I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I-I should have told you..."

"No," he kissed behind my ear. "You aren't obligated to tell me anything."

"His name was Alan... I had no way to get out of there," I began remembering more and more of what happened.

Over the past months, I had tried my best to shove my memories of that place as deep as I can in my brain. I stopped paying attention to everything on my body, but the way Razer was looking at me... The pain and surprise on his face...

"But you are here," Razer said. "You are safe. I will protect you."

He laid me on the bed. I watched as he took off his ring. He got beside me and spooned me. I murmured a goodnight and he replied with something, I assumed it was goodnight in his language.

I was woken up by a bang on my room's door. "(Y/N)?"

"Yes?" I sleepily asked.

The door opened and I saw Hal. It took me a bit to realise the position I was in and awkwardly smiled.

"Kilowog, I found him," Hal shouted in the hallway. "I shouldn't ask, should I?"

"Well, w-"

"No, no, I don't want to hear," he covered his ears. "Be ready in thirty minutes."

Hal walked away. I turned around to face Razer. I gave him a peck on the lips and he looked at me, seemingly as sleepy as me.

I walked into the cockpit. Razer moved over to me as soon as I sat down. He took my hand in his. I haven't noticed how small my hands look compared to his until then.

"Ultrawarp coil is now working," Aya's voice caught my attention.

"That means... We can go back?" Kilowog asked excitedly.

"Yes!" Hal exclaimed.

No! We were going back, I couldn't... I was going to be killed... I looked at Razer. He noticed my worry and pulled me closer to him, whispering in my ear.

"You'll be safe."

These words did reassure me. I took a deep breath.

Hal and Kilowog discussed our arrival back at Oa with the Guardians and Aya was getting the interceptor ready.

We went in the ultrawarp tunnel. I noticed Hal and Kilowog were celebrating that we are finally going home.

It didn't take long to get to Oa. I sighed, stood up, and stretched. The ship had a good design, but the seats weren't the most comfortable after you sit on them for a while.

"(Y/N), are you excited?" Hal asked me while we were walking toward the ramp.

"For what?"

"You are going home."

"Oh, oh yeah, I am excited," I smiled at him. A fake smile, but he didn't question it.

As soon as the ramp opened, I noticed a Green Lantern standing amongst the Guardians. The next thing I knew, I was shot down by Green energy and rolled somewhere in the interceptor. Everything went black.

Alan was a Green Lantern, a good one. We met while going on the same mission. What I didn't expect was for him to be an absolute monster and although having the most powerful weapon in the universe, I was still afraid of him.

I began hearing shouts, screams, and energy being blasted. I slowly got up to my knees and saw that Razer and Alan were fighting.

Someone was trying to get in their way, but nothing worked. Razer was furious. He was covered in red flames, dodging almost every attack sent in his direction and breaking the constructions put in front of him.

Alan fell out of my sight. Razer charged his ring but before he could do anything I shouted. I shouted as loud as I could, hoping it would get to Razer and stop him before he finishes my ex.

My hopes came true because Razer stopped for a bit and calmed down. He flew up to me, ignoring everything else, and kneeled. He inspected my body and slowly brought me in a hug, laying my head on his chest.

I could hear his heartbeat which was still pretty fast. I closed my eyes and stayed in that position for as long as I could before the Guardians and the rest of the crew of the Interceptor interrupted us.

A/N: Sorry this took so long!

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