Jul 5, 2025
I hate being autistic. I fucking hate it. I usually adjust so well to new experiences, so when I don't because no one will give me guidelines or clear rules or the rules keep changing, I can't stand it. How does everyone else adapt so well?? How can I possibly know what I'm supposed to do if no one tells me or I *swear* to god it changes?
I hate being 31 and crying in the bathroom at work like a baby because I got overwhelmed by not knowing how to do my job correctly. Like a fucking baby.