I have been trying to get you out of my head for as long as I can remember and all it took was one hangout to realize you are never going to change. And I don't think if I was carrying this little boy, I would've realized how much I don't want someone like you. It took me two minutes to get sucked back in, two minutes to go back to being comfortable with you, to fall back into us. And that's okay, you were all I knew for five years, you were my safe place, my home, but that was an illusion, because my safe place was a war zone and my home was constantly on fire. And I snapped out of it. But it also took two minutes for me to realize I and probably any girl you ever date, deserve so much better. And in 5 short months, I'm going to deliver a little boy who is going to think the world of me. And he deserves to see his mom happy and to have the best fire proof home and a safe place that's never seen a war zone. And I will walk through fire before I let him feel even a fraction of the pain you have made me feel over the past five years. This has become bigger than us, this is about someone's future greater than ours and since you don't have the power to walk away, I will do it for you. Can't even make it to a doctors appointment. I swear if you don't show up to this ultrasound, that's your third strike and you are out.