A few days ago, one of my good friends committed suicide. It was probably one of the saddest things that I had to go through, especially since this is me going through it a 2nd time. This kid was so sweet. He always knew how to make people happy, and everyone always had a smile on their face when they were around him. He was one reason why I would laugh when I was upset, because he would always makes me. The last thing I said to him was "I love you". The last time I saw him was on Wednesday, April 4th, 2012. That was the last time I will ever see him again. It's absolutely heartbreaking knowing that someone I saw everyday, that was in my grade, that went to school with me, and was such an important role in my life; ended his life a couple of days ago. And it kills me inside knowing that no one could help him. If I knew he was suffering this much, I would have definitely stepped in and helped him. Now, we know how words can kill, but they can also save your life. So, if you're reading this, and you're suicidal, take a moment and think "Is my life really that bad? Do I really want to risk it all?" No matter how worthless you feel, you have no idea how many people truly, and honestly care.