it’s been a good while since i’ve been on here but i’d love to share my poetry and also just have a safe space to be a horny guy whenever i need LMAOO so guess who’s back (andrew is :))
literally have such an intense crush on a guy right now and it’s reminded me that i do in fact experience romantic and sexual attraction but it’s rather rare for me. he makes me feel safe in a way i haven’t for a long time and man i’m just in love with his smile.
oh and i once sort of jokingly told him to get on his knees and he immediately obeyed me and i fully can’t stop thinking about it. picture that scene from heated rivalry where ilya tells shane to get on his knees and then looks pleasantly shocked that shane listens so well.
but it’s fine bc i am currently being a bit of a silly coward that’s got a fear of commitment so i doubt anything will happen. if it does that would be great but i’ve never felt this scared abt a crush rejecting me before! and we have such a solid friendship too.
i find it hilarious how i reinstalled this app to make some weird deep post abt how touching yourself can feel like meditation and pure self love sometimes but ended up being a sappy romantic idiot instead.
can you tell i was raised on romcoms?