Another day in my life
Today on my walk I repeated to myself "yes I am bitch. yes I am rude. yes I have an attitude. And what. WHAT? Yes i am petty. Yes yes yes. And What?"
And so I'd like to ask you. AND WHAT? WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH HAVING OPINIONS... PREFERENCES... CRITIQUES... AND EXPRESSING THEM?
There is quite a lot to be said on the matter but I do believe brown femme invisibility is a big thing. Brown femmes are typically either rendered stupid, completely ignored + regarded as passive labor or completely fetishized in a very sinister evil way. I bring this up to say. AND WHAT? SO WHAT if i DARE to express myself. or do what i please. in the way i want to. I am just astonished at the way people get so fucking WORKED up. Especially men. When i speak. Open my mouth. This also goes to women who have PLEDGED THEIR BLIND LOYALTY TO HUSBANDS/BOYFRIENDS/THE PURSUIT OF A MAN. God. BE FREE. I'M NOT YOUR ENEMY. YOU DON'T NEED TO KEEP FIGHTING EITHER.
It is quite alienating to feel this angry AND RUDE sometimes but my rudeness doesn't need to be rudeness. It can be received as self expression. because i'm not actually fucking rude. i'm a fucking bubbly sweetheart with opinions and preferences and i'm a NYer so I am entitled and feel as though it is my BIRTH RIGHT TO SPEAK MY MIND.
AND WHAT?????? I ASK. YOU. AND WHAT?????????? gosh i'm getting so worked up over this and it's my bed time. this is an emergency blog. good NIGHT........
it musta hurt...... when i rubbed ur fuckin face down in the dirt....
