every time she shuts her eyes, cristina can hear meredith come into the or, begging for her life instead of derek’s. cristina can’t forget it. every time she enters an or, chills cover her back. she hears it. she burns. she wants to leave. isn’t that sad? SHE WAS TOP OF HER CLASS. she was going to move mountains. but now cristina can barely move. meredith’s arms are her only warmth, and even then, cristina can’t forgett. ❝ i can’t — i can’t go back there... ❞ she wants to leave seattle, to get away from everyone as fast as possible. [ but meredith? how can she leave her. . . ] as her heartbeat slows, cristina knows that there is nowhere she can go without her person. ❝ mer we have to — we can go to mayo or harvard . . . anywhere but here. ❞
MEREDITH GREY SAID : “ just rest, i’m here. ” / @anetomy