#angel.talks?

[halfwaydead]

snap out of it.

you’re supposed to be the strong one, the mighty king!

kings don’t cry, kings don’t feel.

man up, and put your mask back on.

no one wants this, the real you.

now shut up and paint that twisted smile back on your face. don’t forget the glitter.

[halfwaydead]

i call myself an angel; am i really that? 

sometimes i look in the mirror and see the opposite

i see a black eyed demon looking back at me

this piece of glass shows the real me

the filthy demon i really am

these white feathered wings? its all a disguise, that’s not the real me.

know one can see the real me.

i’m hated when i show my true self

so, i cover it up with these white wings, the glowing halo, so i can hide my deep rooted darkness

but not even holy light can hide it forever. he’s bound to show, to tear me apart again. he will rise. the real me; the demon masked behind white feathered wings.

[halfwaydead]

sadness takes over your mind

your body its eating you alive- oh god, not again, plea-

stop your pleading and let it sit; let it fucking marinate.

youre gonna come out of this, eventually.

who knows when that is, till then just let it fester. feel it intensely. 

im so angry tonight. hah. who knows why. not me.

angel i need you.

i know you do and im here arent i?

yes but im scared 

and sad

please help me

im sorry young one but sometimes we have to deal with things like this alone, i cant help you tonight. im not at my best. im at a low. im not likeable like this. you know so.

i dont remember

yes you do, you may not know when but you know the feeling i know you do

im sorry

dont apologize young one. you have nothing to be sorry for, you need to let yourself feel this, let it pass, and sleep. sleep the day away if you have to, no regrets either. time is of the essence, use it how you want even if that means watching cartoons all day. you can do anything you want tonight and tomorrow, okay?

okay

thank you, get some rest and try and cry, its okay to cry.

[halfwaydead]

I'm tired. so tired...

[halfwaydead]

it seems youve figured out how to deal with the situation; im proud of you for this.

it was close to ending but you stuck around, look at you; you evaluated like i told you and good things came out of it.

listen to my guidance when your in trouble, things will always work out in the end when you use my head.

now remember, one good day doesnt mean there wont be more struggles ahead; what you need to remember is even after the struggles, there will be more good days too.

keep this experience in your mind, refer to it in future problems; use it, and move on again and again.

good luck to you my friend

[halfwaydead]

school is tiring, however it makes you feel like you've achieved something doesn't it? remember the feeling of getting that A on that paper you barely finished because of how heavy your eyes were. bask in it; use it for motivation tonight, tomorrow and for as long as you're here. I believe in you, keep going, do the stuff you need to get done; then rest.

[halfwaydead]

that feeling when you know something isn't right, but you don't know what is wrong either; that's my personal hell and I'm living in it constantly, it's especially bad tonight; im not sure how to handle it either

angel

[halfwaydead]

me: okay 47 personalities in my head time to combine and make an entirely different one these new people cant know the real you and we have to impress everyone!! also don’t forget everything you've ever learned because we Are Not going to be the Stupid Kid!!!!!!! congrats!! get ready for a entirely new you!