#goodnight.love.

[halfwaydead]

sadness takes over your mind

your body its eating you alive- oh god, not again, plea-

stop your pleading and let it sit; let it fucking marinate.

youre gonna come out of this, eventually.

who knows when that is, till then just let it fester. feel it intensely. 

im so angry tonight. hah. who knows why. not me.

angel i need you.

i know you do and im here arent i?

yes but im scared 

and sad

please help me

im sorry young one but sometimes we have to deal with things like this alone, i cant help you tonight. im not at my best. im at a low. im not likeable like this. you know so.

i dont remember

yes you do, you may not know when but you know the feeling i know you do

im sorry

dont apologize young one. you have nothing to be sorry for, you need to let yourself feel this, let it pass, and sleep. sleep the day away if you have to, no regrets either. time is of the essence, use it how you want even if that means watching cartoons all day. you can do anything you want tonight and tomorrow, okay?

okay

thank you, get some rest and try and cry, its okay to cry.

[halfwaydead]

it seems youve figured out how to deal with the situation; im proud of you for this.

it was close to ending but you stuck around, look at you; you evaluated like i told you and good things came out of it.

listen to my guidance when your in trouble, things will always work out in the end when you use my head.

now remember, one good day doesnt mean there wont be more struggles ahead; what you need to remember is even after the struggles, there will be more good days too.

keep this experience in your mind, refer to it in future problems; use it, and move on again and again.

good luck to you my friend

[bemyeverything-ornothingata-blog]

Having the best time with my Bestfriend .

We have caught up. Told eachother a billion things. Made bracelets. Called Cory. Attempted painting my nails. And tomorrow we are doing something to our hair. Idunno what I'm doing yet, but the bottom of hers will be blonde. What should I do? Iloveyoujazmen.