@angelicyber wrote : ‘ ✉ ’
✉ : push my muse back down when they try to get out of bed ( perhaps involving illness, injury, or sleep deprivation )
as eternally promised, morning comes.
manjoume had nearly forgotten about that unspoken promise, having spent what felt like an eternity in the dimension world, despite it not being that much time at all, in real-world terms. with all they had endured, mere hours felt like years, and had the same effect as them, too, as the boy almost feels like some sense of youth, of innocence had been stolen from him.
but they made it through everything, right? it’s over, and they can return to their normal lives, lighthearted & happy as always, wrapped up in their usual banter like nothing had happened. perhaps they would get to that point eventually, but manjoume is nowhere near ready to push it all aside, to put on a happy face. despite how learned he is at masking his emotions, there’s something different about this time that makes it near impossible, that has him too shaken to brush off the dust & debris of his trauma & move on.
he hadn’t slept properly in days. sometimes he had nightmares, sometimes his brain refused to relax & forego its now-constant state of alertness to allow him to shut down. dark circles have started to form beneath dreary eyes, making his struggles to rest obvious. but judai was hurting the most, evidently, and jun almost felt wrong complaining about or voicing his issues, because they must pale in comparison to what judai is going through. he feels a responsibility to be strong for his friend, because of all the times judai had been strong for him, the very least manjoume could do was repay that. or try to.
but if he was going to spend all of his energy being there for judai, who was going to be there for him?
the answer comes as soon as he tries to sit up, a hand barely reaching out to draw the curtains open. he’s stopped, not very aggressively at all, but the hand that plants on his chest is firm, somewhat authoritative. blinking, tired eyes meet her gaze, and both warmth & confusion spread in him, rendering him silent as her eyes alone answer just about any question he could ask.
“ tenjoin-kun . . . ” he whispers rather groggily, the back of a fist rubbing at one of his heavy eyes. sure, he knows the answer. but he asks, anyway. “ . . . what are you doing here? ”
𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 : manhandling meme. 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 : still accepting!