Okay I haven’t done this in a while but I figured given the circumstances, I just want to take some time to truly express my gratitude and love for Yoongi. Currently, I am trying to find some semblance of calm before d-2 drops. I’m truly not ready.
Truthfully, I think younger me all those years ago couldn’t possibly envision how deep my love for Yoongi would grow after all these years.
When agust d dropped, I was still in high school. It feels like an era ago, and it really was because me back then is a completely different me today. Except one thing that little me has in common with me now is my unwavering dedication, admiration and love for Min Yoongi.
Between then and now, he has proven to me again and again what it means to be someone good in this world. He has shaped my mind, my heart, my spirit with his words and with his presence in my life.
He taught me to hold my head up high, even when I feel like I’m drowning and there is no land for miles. Sometimes I would waver, I would find myself in the dark and screaming for help, feeling alone. I would freeze, and feel his hands on my shoulders, his words in my ear would wash away all of my fear and hurt.
There is not a single artist out there who has touched my heart the way he has. He’s a multifaceted angel with several personas that make him the incredible man who is worthy of our love.
I’m incredibly emotional right now, because once again he is going to share his art with us, a piece of his heart. I can imagine how vulnerable that is- in fact, I relate. After all, we’re all just artists in the grand scheme of things baring our heart for the world to see. He is incredibly brave, honest, and trusting us with this. I will not let him down.
agust d changed me. I’m confident d-2 will do the same. It’s funny, but my heart finally started to calm down as I typed this.
I still feel like crying, but it’s okay.