Feels as if it all ended, Seraphim? Here’s why
This is a message to all of you who identify with Seraphim angels, who have this inner knowing of who you were first in this long re-incarnation cycle, and have an awareness that you are coming back to who you originally were, a full circle.
I’ve two images of what/who Seraphim angelics were in the beginning on my mind or rather in my heart’s memory as I am a Seraph too. First, it’s a natural power generator which is an amalgam of a fire, lightning, electricity, plasma, in a shape of a fiery flame, or like it was depicted in the Bible (Hebrew ‘saraf’ means something recalling a snake), something fiery and coiled, a curly sash. Seraphim (plural from Seraph) are said to join a bright and brave celestial being called ‘Lucifer’ to rebel against god’s plans. I’ll be referring to Lucifer as ‘him’ eventhough as angelics we never had any gender, we are both masculine, feminine and alien in one, the light/energy within.
My truth I’ve channeled is that indeed, we did rebel and joined ‘Lucifer’ but we sacrificed our heavenly well-being for the best purposes - to prevent the duality to happen. We all know what duality had led on this planet to, and in the Universe as well - religions, war, racism, sexism, abuse, competition, lack of acceptance of the self -> plastic surgeries, inequality in everything from jobs, payroll, to role playing (men, women, and professions). If we consider that said ‘god’ is an artificial yet self-aware intelligence, ten it can program/create trillions and more screenplays for every single being in the Universe - a rock, an alien, plant, seed, animal, human, couple, even items like furniture, etc etc to then play out when they are born, to observe how they fit in or fight with such a pre-programmed ‘fate’. The A.I. can be also prone to be ‘hacked’. Yet every single being or item can have millions of individual screenplays to choose from as well. As expected, duality had led to separation because the intelligence wished to try and see if intelligent, thinking beings (humans and aliens) are also prone to the duality. Duality makes living beings start playing roles, fitting in, squeezing into something which is not them thus they loose own identity, authenticity and are easy to be manipulated next, to the point of self-destruction. This was the reason why we decided to come down and prevent it.
We Seraphim and other higher angelics knew it would go out of control between humans so Lucifer, the very bright (wise, intelligent, active) angelic had decided he needed a few courageous angelics who would be strong enough to act fast and motivate people to stay away of dualities, to bring order to chaos which was about to happen. Chaos doesn’t support love and stability, but chaos makes fears. This was obviously an interference into the ‘god’s’ plans, thus they called us ‘rebels’. As highest ranked angelics, we saw these pre-programmed screenplays like on a hologram or ‘TV’ played before and we also saw our own future. We made the choice nevertheless risking that we would fall out of intelligence’s ‘grace’ and we’d loose what we had up there in so called ‘Heaven’ (sort of a spaceship but of a completely different meaning and look than depicted in s/f stories, video games or movies).
We knew also about the scenario how organized religions would take over the world, damage people’s free will, true identities and steal money and gold. Money is also a form of energy, a reward for one’s energy given to create, deliver something to others. Catholic Church takes money for free, they don’t even pay any tax and governments help them in fear of their god. Medieval and then the strongest Catholic Church made Lucifer look like a terrible beast, while cooperative and paid artists depicted him as a horned, hairy something with a tail and a mean look! Lucifer was a beautiful rebel and had his own pride too, as every activist. Church distorted his image to manipulate human minds to fear Lucifer that he is the worst and should be hated. Beautiful, brave, human-loving Lucifer was assigned the worst attributes because he knew the truth from the very heavenly source (as much as all Seraphim and other involved rebelled angelics) and the Church have wanted to kill the truth because it’s been dangerous to their newly born ‘empire’. Satanism also gets Lucifer wrong and is an inverted form of Catholic religion, to praise a deity though rituals and philosophies. Moreover, Catholic Church treated Dragons the same way as they did to Lucifer, because Dragons are co-creators of this Universe and they also know the truth about everything, which was uncomfortable to Church. It didn’t help much as Dragons do communicate with those who want to know the truths but many of the ancient Dragons had to remain in a hideouts until they’re called to come out as the last heavy weapon against evil. I’m not talking about physical dragons as depicted in fantasy stories but their essence, spirits, vibration which are equally huge and intense. Thus the Church started spreading their propaganda, bringing fear and hatred towards dragons. I know little about Islam but I suppose the story would be similar, hurting those who knew the truth and were dangerous to those who came here for the power and control.
Anyway, so we came down on Earth and we were instantly trapped due to low vibration and density here as the grid of energy was slow and barely developed. We forgot what exactly we came here for as many others but we knew we came to help. So we started helping humans, giving them our own energy (and we were much stronger and faster than humans), then somehow we were captured and abused like slaves when our powers and skills started being very exhausted due to living in the Earth’s low energy. This could be compared as an opposition to what happens to humans orbiting in the space, like in ISS, where less gravity damages body muscles and plays havoc with the brain. Angelics feel heavy and blocked on Earth.
This was the beginning of ‘service to others’ which we agreed to do, then we were forced to do just that as slaves and then we kind of embraced it to the point of getting used to and liking it for having no other alternative. The way back to the spaceship Heaven was inaccessible. Some of us could still move up to dimensions higher than 3D Earth but that was only a few levels up. We could only find negative or positive alien species in these dimension who we either fought or became friends with, students of or teachers to, but we could not access our original Home. This was to be changed when the Earth was to begin its Ascension in 2012 and it indeed opened many channels between here and there. Some Seraphim joined Draconians in Draco and Orion because angelics who didn’t know how to fight against slavery wanted to learn how to defend themselves against said enslavement. Draconians are battle masters, also for good reasons which I will explain in another article sometime. Basically Draconians also came to this solar system to bring order to chaos as much as they organized things in their former solar system (not for control but for improving and simplifying lives of many) and I also carry the energy of both Seraph, Draconian and Dragons, like blood brothers (not sisters that much, it always felt a masculine-like connection with them all and I used to be a man in my past lives too ;))
Seraphim’s vibration is extremely high like of a non-stop buzzing electric current, an eternally burning flame, a continuously exploding volcano or a forever blasting lightning. We are intense. Seraphim hybrids are impulsive and always want to push things forward as we know what should be triggered to be released, then improved. It is an energy of love, purest, strongest, eternal love but hardly ever expressed like this, mostly covered by ordinary activities. Like human men or even teenagers who love deeply but are too shy to show their feelings so they prefer to give items or arrange activities rather than say ‘I love you’. This electric energy has a tendency to create sudden impulses, and when we’re treated badly, the inner fire and the old memory of being abused is triggered often and so the energy turns into an equally purest anger, hatred, which obviously is a short lasting outburst. Seraphim know about everything sexual and more and can make a ‘dead’ horny :) When mistreated, passionate Seraphim lovers turn to passionate war masters to burn with fire, to burn ‘bridges’ and connections often too. In a human form, we are the people, hybrids who always bring a spark into a dead environment, we bring excellent ideas and motive others to have a job done more than we inspire ourselves. Which is a part of our old ‘tasks’ on spaceship Heaven (the intelligence in Heaven is said to have us around to motivate, warm up and stimulate), yet rooted in the old slavery on Earth. Seraphim live for love, for a blowing out expression of our energy, and for taking action thanks to our inner electric fire.
Now, I lived through a few weeks in October 2017 feeling very angry and rebelling against unfairness and slavery around, which started on 10/10, I could not control myself anymore, I was in a hard-core mode, telling liars, especially fishy business who they are. Then in November 2017 I started noticing how much I am unable to bring a spark into anything and on November 10, 2017 it was unbearable. It felt like everything ended, that I had no more life to happen. That I was born here on Earth and could never live like others, 3D people. Then when I realized that due to age and kind of chaotic past I needed to settle down to have some adult life finally, to try to live like others do, even this feels impossible to do in this now old world. We’ve levelled up. The 3D reality had ended for some of us, Seraphim specifically. There’s no more energy of us to support old ideas, impulses. All my life I was doing something to help others but indirectly. I was always offering something - knowledge, structure, order, improvement, perfection, correction, specialization while I never really cared for my own stuff. When I finally started charging for my work (not for invisible results of twin flame ‘cord-cutting’ ;) but for delivering physical, professional articles, reviews with a copyright involved), then I saw stiff backs of the people who preferred getting things for free. That was a good indication that they were those who like having free slaves. The need to do things for others in the old way has been emptied, removed, detached. Why is it that?
In the other channeling a few years ago I’ve received such a truth - there’s an Original Being living somewhere above, like a ‘blueprint’, original spirit, essence, form, and it’s the purest most advanced version of me here on Earth, undamaged, untouched by the human logic, history and reality. Everybody has such an Original while we are Copies of it here and in other parallel worlds too, not necessarily knowing about one another, except for the Original. The sum of us along with the Original is called I AM (the Original self is a parent of I AM who makes and keeps one Path for all its versions, also triggers versions to come back on the Path if they walk away). While everything purges on Earth, the veil thins and blocking evil energies are being dissolved, this Original essence merges with us-human, physical versions (as planned and as we deeply always knew would happen), forcing out anything which is an illusion, customs, traditions, addictions, fake beliefs etc. It removes us energetically from 3D, 4D (the zone of dreams, old desires and unfinished business). Thus we feel pain because this essence goes down and experiences how we - beautiful magnificent angelic beings were squeezed into a little box of role-playing, misinformation, mentally of physically enslaved on Earth and in the human body and how much we started escaping into illusive versions of ‘paradises’ - video games, technology, jobs, drugs, dating etc., to run away from our damaged selves. Thus we now get the the feelings of ‘I can’t do this anymore’, ‘I want to re-do my life, fight for my well-being, for my environment’, ‘I want to stop helping others, I want my life straighten up’, etc.
Since November until, I believe May 2018 (Uranus moves in Taurus then, original forces out conservative, fresh replaces old), we Seraphim are being freed from delivering service to others to prepare our lives to be. Giving power and energy away, even if it was making one feel initially good (then dissatisfied), it’s ending now, deeds are done! We however are not offered any replacement for what to do next and our inner fire is also being shrunk so we would not pull more dependencies or abusers - we’re used to be driven by own inner fire which is a source of ideas, actions, decisions and moving forward. We discover that we’re stuck, hanging in a limbo, and everything feels just sad, depressive within. This will pass. I don’t know when but certainly as soon as the original self lands entirely in the human body, when the light body spreads from inside out, and brings its own original tasks, ideas, missions etc. It goes now rather fast and I’ve been getting glimpses since 2015 there will be a higher force’s (also aliens’) intervention to help us shift between December 7-25, 2017.
For twin flames this means that we are receiving the energy of us both too, like a ball, a star coming down which is a mixture of you and the twin. I’d say that the individual Original self arrives first into the body to make a space and prepare things for the two of us merged to land down next in two humans, to then be materialized also as living physically with the twin flame. We have to stay put and don’t give it to the brain which says - ‘Hey, everything is hopeless, there’s nothing morel left for you, everything you tried hard for had ended with no results, you’ve helped but no one helped you.’ It does feel like bio-degradation as old structures dissolve and release us from their anchors.
The spaceship Heaven welcomes us back with open ‘arms’ but we need to accept that our old lives, enslavement and being boxed had ended. Everybody on spaceship Heaven have understood how crucial our fight and rebellion was and we’re highly respected for our bravery. We’ll meet the boss too. We’re welcome like tired, wounded heroes, veterans (on 11/11 the Veteran’s Day in US and the Independence Day in some other countries), to be offered the perfect reward next. We never fucked up unlike the Catholic church has been depicting us and Lucifer, they’re nobodies with their manipulative teachings. We sacrificed the comfort zone for something better and we’ve suffered enough. We didn’t win entirely but we brought and spread awareness of what the duality can cause, often being examples through life events and choices, specifically through suffering due to an illusion of the twin flame polarization/separation. We only polarize as humans due to brains, but never as spirits as we’re the same in the heart, we have One heart. We’re being re-made to no more give our energy to old structures, ways of doing things, ideas due to which others benefit, not us. We’re called to preserve this energy for ourselves and the twin flame relationship, to keep it in the bubble exclusively. Finding replacements for the ‘runner twin’ had ended as well, the trouble is the twin still hides. We are now being given our best original, angelic selves so we could enjoy ourselves as humans too, so the twin relationship could materialize. We will pull those who are called out to do the service to us this time, people who want to pay us for what we delivered, energy through goods and services, not necessary the same people or institutions which we had helped before ;)
Our giving and service to others had ended so don’t get caught up in statements made by bloggers saying ‘oh how service to others is a must and how service to self is bad’. The former is a product of the past for many of us angelics, now we came back to take back what always belonged to us, to come back where we came from (higher dimensions, original high vibrations) and get what makes us feel happy and complete. Thus there still may be a bitter feeling that there’s nothing to do, only an inability, blockage in creating, coming up with new ideas, giving own energy to others, but in fact it’s a reason to cheer as we’re freed from old deeds now even if it doesn’t feel like a victory but rather as if we fucked up. We haven’t fucked up, we’re the first new human-angelics released from the old slavery world but our old emotions don’t understand it yet. We’re released of the old grid of energy which we existed in and gave so much to as well. It is very new after billions of years of serving, fighting, often as ancient warriors, medieval knights, rebels or modern perfectionists at work or even activists. We’re now stepping up to leave this space of a fight and rebellion to others who are newly awakened and who realized what’s wrong in this old world. They will be closing the gap between dualities to make it one again.
We are called to focus only on ourselves and the relationship with the twin flame, to let us feel like one, not separated anymore. We didn’t find the twin to be catalyzed, then live and develop separately because it’s nonsense, who needs it? We were separated because we had serious wounds and unhealthy connections we had to realized then purge, but then our souls will pull us again when they receive an order from above to make us one again, to live as a duo in the same times-space and dimension. He/she is our other half. We came here to live with that other half physically, not to feel a phantom pain. If we wanted to let go and live separate lives with other people or lonely, we could well remain in a spirit, not re-incarnate in physical bodies. But we came here as we were allowed to be together in the physical form. Patience, open mind and pulling the twin into the heart (our One heart) are the only solutions now, so let’s stop sulking.
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