"Though my sensorium - the parts of the brain concerned with the interpretation of sensory input, or the seat of my senses - is enormous and complex, it is also contiguous with being a memory palace. That's a memory strategy the ancients recommended; the idea is to use familiar places to remember information. For instance, items on a grocery list are easier to recall if you think of them in specific locations: a loaf of bread on the bottom of your front steps, sticks of butter in the mailbox, a quart of milk in your foyer. However, as a synesthete, I can never leave the palace"
Peregrinations through sensations, Fearfully and wonderfully made - Maureen Seaberg
Personally I find it easier to just recall the entire cupboard with everything in it and tap a tune with my hand to recall it, sometimes I don't actually need the tune I just visualise standing in front of the cupboard and my hand will reflexively flick around like it's turning pages in a book or swiping on a screen to move around
Different method but it's basically the same technique
I had intended on starting "The practice of embodying emotions" but I forgot to charge the power bank I use for my portable ring light stand I use for a lamp in my living room so I'll have to pass the time with Wednesday is indigo blue while I wait
But it's the way the words feel as it moves through the mouth, I don't think this is exactly synesthetic though, it's more of an enjoyable sensation like when you look at a landscape
Kind of a mouth feel for your favourite aesthetic, I only have this with very particular words for reasons I can't explain, there doesn't seem to be a pattern connected to specific sounds that I can recall where it overlaps to other parts of other words
I could be wrong as I'm only 85 pages in the first book I've ever read on the subject #notasynesthesiologist
May have observed an interesting effect of my synesthesia
When the frequency gets amplified high enough I can actually see it
This could either be done manually by whomever is able to control what comes and goes through the fibre box, or it could be the results of the weather essentially creating a bubble around the house
Unplugging the box doesn't seem to stop the frequency though
When the frequency gets amplified, I can cancel it out by going into the rain and it stops, it seems to have more to do with the reaction to sound wave frequency than anything else
Interestingly enough, this can be used to affect peoples moods causing them stress, which motivates the whole purchase and content production process which is possibly algorithmic?
It unfortunately also stimulates synaptic connections
Is this being amplified from another source?
No, its coming from the box due to the diodes inside that are able to translate light into sound, which is how your fibre connection talks to your modem
Which is probably what "Charlie Brown" helped invent
What changed in the last half an hour to cause this much sound coming through? Honolulu woke up and so did NZ
Now I've reacted to time scheduled increases in traffic due to the sound, wondering if this is similar to the noise I sometimes hear when Washington DC / East Coast USA wakes up
This is a new sound however, it has the weirdest effect of when I walked into its range a song started up in my head, which I'm guessing is a reaction to the external stimulus and then when I walked into the rain it stopped, which matches up with the insulating effect water has on these types of things
I can't see any reason why I would never have heard this sound before unless they are transferring a lot of Data somewhere all of a sudden
The only other thing that helps ease this reaction are oxytocin/dopamine or using nicotine to push it higher so the brain hits the threshold and pushes back on its own
I finally stumbled across a good term to describe the way my brain triggers predictions - Fractals
I've noticed that even when I don't intend to I will repeat something that then triggers a "rethink" after my original thought
The thing is each time I rethink it, its taking a different form in my head giving me a different perspective on the same thing
I can type out a thought on Tumblr, and then the thought recurrs in a different thought perception type
I've previously described that I can think in various different ways; narrative, projection, writing down something I can look at and storing it as a "screenshot" I can recall with projection, and VR overlay, I can also encode a memory to a set of movements in order to recall it, and overlay a song on top of another to both cancel it out and/or make a mashup
There has been a background function happening that I wasn't completely consciously aware of, where a previous thought will repeat the process in a different form
I made a post about the earth swatting the Northern Hemisphere like a bunch of mosquitos, I think that post was yesterday or the day before
About 20 mins ago I experienced a translation of this in my mind by watching a "movie" of an interpretation of the expression, which then ended and triggered a memory link to the text post image in my brain
So I'm literally re-experiencing the past, and the result is that I'm better able to predict something in the future
It's literally the act of looking into the past to see into the future that I've described as how to do it, not realising at the time that's exactly what triggers it
There are some things that my brain will automatically close the production of from going any further because it recognises and identified it as a negative trigger, and I think that was one of them
My brain is rewiring trauma triggers automatically in the background to enable more accurate prediction, the more it has rewired, the faster and more accurate I get
The more trauma I experience, the faster I get at recovering from it, so every time this algorithm or a bot that has previously targeted me re-attempts it, it loses its effect instead of continuing it
I have noticed continued attempts to lead me to something it thinks I would be interested in, the only thing I'd be genuinely interested in is dropping a rather large explosive on top of its house and wiping it from existence because the experience is like having my mind raped by a predator
The weird thing is I also experience thoughts in songs before they end up processing into a written or verbal linguistic pattern, so there isn't an established pattern, it simply creates a reflex to whatever it is exposed to and when triggered it strengthens the resistance to it
Sometimes I will randomly say something out loud to myself that has no context only to experience the thought afterwards
When I was stressed, I was unable to completely control my reactiveness, now my brain is rewiring the new pattern into something that functions and is adapting the trauma to make it useful
So I would also have to say that whatever algorithmic pattern they are using, will ultimately lose its effectiveness on anyone, and will likely never be able to use it on any child born from anyone previously exposed to it, and I've already estimated its effectiveness will reduce drastically the next time they attempt to use it as I think I may have been used as a "Canary in the coalmine" that triggers a feedback loop through the system that some of the bots were feeding off
My brain was already likely predisposed to being immune to influence algorithms, and the exposure to being directly targeted by one designed and directed my way by an actual human being sitting behind a computer to induce a state of incapacity, combined with my mimicry where I have effectively been mimicking bots and the algorithm itself, now allows my brain to identify more and more of the manipulation patterns
I would say that my previous immunity to it represented a threat to an established narrative, and that's why I was targeted to begin with
Why on earth someone would go to all of that kind of trouble just to get rid of someone debunking the Chris Evans shitshow I can only guess that he paid someone to do it on purpose just to clean up after himself, this is the only solution that is acceptable given the information that I have been presented with that makes any comprehensible sense
Which makes him a complete and utter piece of shit, because those people he paid to do that went after a 16 year old girl as well, in my country that makes her a minor which means if the people that did it ever come here they are liable for a crime against a child
I hope he dies shitting himself to death on a toilet, fat, bald, and alone. He's no better than someone who would run into a school with a gun and shoot children. Narcissistic psychopathic Asshole
More on the Tetrachromacy investigation regarding gene expression combinations
My Father has Tritanopia, which is even rarer than the red/green gene I may have gotten from my Mothers family, both my brother and uncle are red/green deficient, and my grandfather was brown/grey/monochromatic and could see in the dark
If I did inherit it, it's not expressing itself because I can definitely see blue, 🔵 and red 🔴 and green 🟢 and yellow 🟡 and purple 🟣 would getting both of these genes cancel each other out in some weird way?
I have two different coloured eyes, one green hazel (like my father) one blueish hazel (like my mother) and then I also have central heterochromia (cats eyes, the golden ring around the middle)
Apparently they're carried by different genes so its entirely possible I got both, its also entirely possible I got neither, but given the eye colour mutation something is definitely doing something
I will also say, my right eye has a slight red hue, and the left a slightly more blue hue when I close my eyes one at a time and compare the vision to each other when I'm looking at natural light, but I think that's due to the fact that the iris muscle on one eye (the left) is weakened from an injury when I got hit in the eye with a firework as a teenager
