You must approach me as you would a ruin,
twisted logic riven in the stone.
The eccentric architecture whispers rumor
of trauma and whimsy,
semi-truths distorted echo in warping wood—
A rumination:
half designed by man, half by mad decay.
Memory replaces math as law.
The awful effects of time seem
almost purposeful; I own it.
I take credit.
This blueprint tossed together by
gravity, catastrophe, and will.
You ask for directions.
I may just give them.
That's when you should worry.
I may lie without meaning.
You may stand before a locked door
trying keys, codes, magic spells—waiting ...
till another door creaks open behind you
into the Russian-doll floor plan of souls.
It's beginning to sound a little like
Abbot and Costello Meet the Wolfman—
(I won't deny my deepest influences.)
This means nothing.
Sometimes you can just tell,
but other times you can't
as when darkness shines forth like light.
The circuitry is ... circular,
every surface is reflective
like a shield.
The past looms ahead in a growing haze
of varying shades of sunset and gray;
the future lies behind me
like an invisible wake,
out of my sight, out of my mind.
Hybrid, shape-shifting, I do not
recognize myself in here.
I cannot be trusted, but
the haphazardly of it all ...
maybe marvel at that,
the role of timing and luck and
what could have happened
but did not.
Original intent as lost as those of cave paintings;
it's all art, or artful,
simply as human as I can manage
on any given day.
My father's house has many rooms
and I have room and time for many more
room and time so far.