#anger unleashed

[thefinestbrandofeefa]

“how to be more whimsical” “how to make x more whimsical” HUSH !! WHIMSY IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT FOR WHIMSY COMES FROM WITHIN

withinsical. withinsy

[myuun]

FOR THE FUCK OF GOD MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND

FOR THREE YEARS THREE GODDAMN YEARS WHERE I TOLD YOU THAT I HAD GOTTEN INTO SCHOOLS YOU REFUSED TO LET ME GO TO ANY OF THEM

SO NOW FOUR YEARS LATER

YOU TELL ME THAT IF I REALLY WANTED TO GO TO SCHOOL I SHOULD'VE JUST TOLD YOU?!??!?! 

UHM

IM' SORRY

HI DO YOU KNOW ME? AM I INVISIBLE? ARE YOU DEAF? 

BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I BEEN TRYING TO DO FOR THE PAST YEARS?!??! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO FUCKING INSISTED THAT I COULDN'T GET ANYWHERE BUT UTB BECAUSE I WAS TOO DAMN STUPID

AND NOW THAT I AM KILLING MYSELF TO GET IN ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU GO "WELL I COULD'VE GOTTEN YOU INTO ST. MARY'S IF YOU WANTED TO" 

?!?!:! I APPLIED THERE AND GOT IN THE FIRST TIME. LIKE WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL, I HAD MY ACCEPTANCE LETTER AND EVERYTHING

BUT YOU SAID NO BECAUSE THE NEIGHBORHOOD WAS TOO GHETTO

AND NOW YOU WANT TO PAY MY WAY IN LIKE I AM SOME SPOILED ASS RICH GIRL WHO'S DADDY BOUGHT A NEW WING FOR THE SCHOOL BECAUSE SHE CAN'T GET IN BY HER DAMN SELF?

i can get in

I ALREADY GOT FUCKING IN

BUT IT WAS YOU /YOU/  YOUUUU WHO SAID NO AND GUESS WHAT? SINCE I DONT PAY FOR THIS SHIT, I HAVE NO SAY ON WHERE THE HELL I WANT TO GO

IN FACT, I HAVEN'T HAD A SAY EVER IN WHAT THE HELL I WANTED TO DO WITH MY LIFE 

I HOLD ABSOLUTELY NO FUCKING CONTROL ON MY FUTURE 

ITS YOU WHO HAS DENIED ME

THIS ISN'T A MONEY ISSUE EITHER

YOU'RE LOADED

YOU HAVE A FUCKING PLANE A BOAT A GIANT THREE STORY BEACH HOUSE WITH A POOL AND JACUZZI

ITS JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT FUCKING TRUST ME ITS' BECAUSE YOU THINK SO LITTLE OF ME THAT YOU THINK I AM JUST A WASTE OF YOUR TIME AND MONEY

MAKE UP 

YOUR FUCKING MIND

i dont give a shit where i go to school because i don't even want to go to school because i don't even KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WANNA DO WITH MY LIFE. I USED TO, BUT YOU TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME. i dont' give a fuck anymore if i die today or tomorrow or if i go to school or not. 

I DON'T CARE 

YOU WIN

SO MAKE UP YOUR MIND TO WHAT SCHOOL YOU WANNA FUCKING PAY FOR AND ILL JUST GO THERE 

for the love of GOD 

happy birthday dad

it's always a pleasure talking to you

you know, i have the decency of remembering your birthday and calling for christmas every damn year. i still have the heart to not hate you despite how abusive you are and how badly you have broken me. i've been hit, i've been told off, i've died...

i deserve more than what you have given me. 

but you don't even give me a tiny bit of respect.

i dont know why i even have the smallest hope that you will change

i truly am an idiot