#angry beast

[whitewolfstracks]

gonna eat my chicken bites like an animal because I need a treat

*huffs*

[painter-shrimp]

Angreyyy

[saltyratchan]

I think I’m finally getting the hang of him 

[18dayswopower]

Alright, fellas, listen: Living in the moment is REALLY not all it’s cracked up to be.

I live in the moment. Most of the time. The highs are really high - I appreciate the smell of vanilla, I feel the sun on my skin, I carelessly banter with my friends - but even the good feelings can be detrimental; I give in to the numbness of netflix and solitaire, I forget about the passage of time, I put off work because I’m not thinking about the future when I will inevitably have to do it... I’m just thinking of the NOW. I’m living IN THE MOMENT.

And the lows are really low. When I get turned down from a job offer, when a friend is mad at me, when I burn my dinner... it’s like that’s all my life will ever be. I can’t even remember what good feelings are like. I chalk this failure up to be my entire personal worth. I can’t think past it.

And people tell me to live in the moment.

Stop telling me to live in the moment, assholes.

[crookedchildmind]

I'm tired of talking. No matter how many times I speak I get cut off. No matter how many times I try to explain the situation I just can't get it through your thick skull. The answer is forever no now, I don't want whatever it is you have for me. Leave me be.

[dindellathedefender-blog]

Can also be found on my DA: http://dindellathedefender.deviantart.com/art/Humanity-is-a-Fleeting-Disease-505971380

All reblogs are greatly appreciated. <3

Mood music:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zK268TLKCK4

I've been filling out job applications and the other day the sketch and lineart attacked me out of no where, so between apps I have been steadily working on this. I realized that the first thing I wanted to show for myself in 2015 was a full piece, so alas this needed to be finished. <3 I am still working on those commissions, so don't you worry your lil butts. uwu Meet Jordin, a former werewolf hunter who got betrayed pretty bad by some close friends of her's and ended up a werewolf. This lady is an insanely old character of mine, created when I was in about forth or fifth grade or so. She's been through a shit-ton of redesigns and recently my Ari and I got into a roleplay involving her. Apparently this re-ignited my undying love of her and now I am eager to hopefully pop up more arts of her steadily while I work on other things. She's giving me quite the art buzz. <3 And believe it or not, I spent way to freaking long on that background. I was after a very specific effect, which I didn't capture as well as I wanted but it's decent enough. I've seen a lot of green and green-blue lighting used in different shows/films as a color representing a fleeting of sanity/deterioration of the mind, so naturally to off-set my last full piece I had to use a cooler color.  This is especially important, because halfway in I realize this piece has too much in common with the other one and after being too proud of the tattoo (that is only on one shoulder), I did not have the heart to erase that in order to at least flip this the other way. Apparently I really love backlighting. Lord help me. Hunting the Hunter, Jordin Hawke, artwork (c) me. Please do not copy, reference, trace, or redistribute without my permission.

[isweariamnotobsessed]

So true.

[b2st-dongwoon-blog]