Jun 17, 2021
*after a few minutes he gets up and goes to the guest bedroom* -iwaizumi
*she’s turned away from the door gently running her fingers over the onesie as he walks in*
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*after a few minutes he gets up and goes to the guest bedroom* -iwaizumi
*she’s turned away from the door gently running her fingers over the onesie as he walks in*
*he sighs and lays on the bed* -iwaizumi
*in the guest room she clutches the onesie to her chest and continues to cry by herself*
*he looks at the onesie before picking it up and folding it nicely and putting it away* -iwaizumi
*she goes to get it from where he put it away and storms off to the guest room*
I’m not getting mad at you! -iwaizumi
Yes you are! *she storms out of their bedroom into the guest room with her pillow. On the way the baby onesie that she’d used to spring the news falls on the floor*
Well ok then what do you want me to say because I’m trying here I’m trying to be a good husband -iwaizumi
*she stands up and stomps over towards the bed grabbing her pillow* Don’t get mad at me just because I’m grieving!
I want a baby too but it will all come together in do time -iwaizumi
*she pushes him away from him lightly* Stop saying that I don’t wanna hear that anymore. Everyone keeps saying to be patient but I don’t want to be patient anymore
*he kneels down to her level and rubs her back* I know it’s not fair -iwaizumi
*she sobs* I want our baby! I want our family to grow! I wanna be a mom and I want you to be a dad and it’s not fair!
Are you ok? -iwaizumi
No I’m not… I just want to be sad right now I don’t wanna think about anything else. I don’t wanna do anything else. I’m not hungry. I’m not thirsty. I’m just exhausted and tired
I finally thought that we were going to have an up in our life but instead life just pushed us down again. I don’t want to hold Faith or Sam’s babies. I want to hold our own.
And when that stupid test came out positive I was so happy I was so fucking happy and then we find out it only happened because my body tricked itself into thinking I was pregnant and everything disappears. The names, the excitement, the life I wanted to have with our kid and I’m so so so tired of waiting
*she pulls her heads into her hands and sinks against the wall of the bedroom as she cries* It’s not fair!