I've been meaning to say something like this for a while because, well because you know how I’ve been lately. angryeloquence you are and will forever be my best friend and I don’t care who’s reading this now. I love you to bits, okay? I’ve been struggling recently as you know; I’ve been suffering from pretty bad mood swings and a lot of my insecurities have resurfaced with a vengeance and yeah I might have been a stroppy, insufferable cunt (I dunno I rarely pick up on my vibes toward others when I’m like this but luckily you always tell me so thank you <3) but I don’t want you to think for one second it ever changed my feelings toward you. Please don’t hate me, I hate me when I’m like that as it is.
Basically, I love you. Our friendship is deep and complex as hell but I’m okay with that because we don’t need to explain it to anyone because it’s just for us. I’ve changed in so many ways over the last 3 years and I now know that’s pretty much down to you. I was one of the really bad Scorpios; isolated, paranoid, self-hating, reckless with emotions. But you tamed me; you took the venom out of my tail and replaced it with love. You talked to me when no one else would. I talked to you when no one else would understand. I know you say you need me but I don’t think I’ve ever told you how much I need you, too. Your friendship, love, compassion and patience with me means more to me than you can imagine and I can’t think where I’d be now had I not met you.
You’re my best friend, Megan. And I love you to death.