#angst irl

[failed-highnotes-singing]

I will forever mourn the death of you. The future generations can only hear about you in the myths of good days.

One of these days, people will see me cry and there is a 50% chance that I am crying because a favorite fic was deleted. The pain is unreal.

[strawbubbyroot]

Sad

Just found out that my grandparents dog needs to be put down for liver disease.. they've had him since he was 2, we had him before that, and .. I'm not .. super sad? I mean I know I'll cry when they put him down but .. fuck, disassociating hasn't hit me like this in years