#angstamiright

[creatingmoonlight]

you don't have to hold me

or stroke my hair

just sit with me for the evening

and be with me there

distract me from myself

make me feel like i could be

just for an hour or two

and if that's not too much for you

could you hold my heart while it breaks

help me catch the pieces

my blood will run through our hands

like water then sand

you can leave when the sun sets

and I will do my best

to clear up the mess I've left

or maybe I'll let my body go cold

my soul reaching out for something

that my body could never reach

maybe I'll lie in it while it dies

and my soul leaves me behind

to rot in the body that couldn't be

but you don't need to stay

you can leave when the sun sets

and I'll remember that I'm me