Aug 7, 2025
For the first time this year, I feel cute. Honestly. I haven't been excited about an outfit in a long time (maybe bc that shirt is new, and I haven't bought new clothes in ages). Also - yesterday I watched an amazing video essay "The Persistence of Decay" and there I've hear of "Anihilation" for the first time. I got so hyped, I ran to my library 10 minutes before it closed and borrowed it (thank God, bc I don't have any physical books on me rn).
#anihilation#books#jeff vandermeer#fantasy#sci fi#ecological fiction#post apocalyptic#it seems to be very much my vibe lately#ootd#outfit#last weekend I was at home and I let my mom take me shopping#she tries to convince me to buy new stuff every time and I always refuse#but I needed that#I needed new clothes#NEW#not used and second hand#but clothes that I actually try on before I get them#so I let her bought me some stuff#and she was so happy#I was like - mom I should be buying you stuff#not the other way around#lmao#also yesterday was another writing in a library day#But I was anxious about my relationship and I had the urge to go home#(it was all fine)#and i had the urge to continue writing but I also had other things I had to do!!!#i wrote down st. dymphna legend in my long forgotten ideas and worldbuilding notebook#and I need to do some courses and learn some skills for work bc I want to find something new but I got really stagnant and#i don't feel equipped for most of tje jobs; i need to bring something to the table#and I need to lesrn something new
