#animality opera

[cyclopscats]

in honor of finally seeing foxy shazam live for the first time in like. 15 years. here is a beauty i made

[ancientnames]

I hate to say it but Foxy Shazam's music ever since Daisy Caplan left really just proves that nonbinary people invented good music

[jekyde]

Violet, Indigo, Maroon~

Violet: Favourite song?I have many, many favorite songs, but the first one that always comes to mind would be Half Jack by the Dresden Dolls. 

Indigo: Favourite smell?Er.. ah.. sulfur or burning wood? For something with a softer scent, french vanilla.Maroon: Favourite dog breed?I actually don’t have one. I suppose I’m a little biased toward Great Danes, Wolf Dogs and German Shepard’s, though. 

[jekyde]

1, 6, 10, 13, 25~

1. Who was your first kiss and what was it like?I think my first kiss was with a friend when I was in my early teens or so? Just a quick peck. My first deep kiss was at camp. It was new, somewhat uncomfortable, we were both pretty nervous.

6. What do you think of Valentine’s Day?Just another day to me. If I was involved I might have a different view on it.

10. Has anyone ever asked you out and you turned them down?Ah no. I’ve never been asked out, actually. 

13. What’s the best Valentine’s Day that you’ve had so far?Being gifted Baldur’s Gate and we gamed until the wee hours of the morning, all the while enjoying turkey ranch sandwiches and chips. 

25. Do you think that you’re a good kisser?Very. I prefer it over most things. 

[jekyde]

Cotton candy, shocking pink, atomic tangerine, wisteria, tickle me pink, shadow blue, cornflower, freshly squeezed, firefly red, petal pink, mountain meadow, mauvelous, purple mountains majesty~

Cotton Candy: What is your favorite dessert?Tiramisu and cheese cake are on the top of my list.Shocking Pink: Is there a trait that you have that others don’t expect from you?That I’m extremely generous, maybe. Most people that see me see a person that rarely smiles and can stare through someone rather than at them. Atomic Tangerine: What gets you motivated to do a difficult task?Usually I imagine one of my friends cheering me on in front of a green screen. Don’t ask.Wisteria: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?You’re just waiting for me to give a different answer, ain’t ya? My tattoos, still. Heh. Tickle Me Pink: How do you try to cheer others up when they’re sad?Mostly by sending them things that they might find amusing. Other times I talk to them, listen to them while they get things off of their chest. Then I resort to the videos/pictures. If I can get a smile out of them I’m happy. Shadow Blue: Do you have a darker side to you that most people are unaware of?Mmm….I think everyone does. Some tend to hide it better than others.Cornflower: What do you think about the most?Lately, bords.Freshly Squeezed: What excites you?Updates on a game, a new picture a friend has drawn, learning of a friend’s accomplishments. Things of that nature. Firefly Red: What gives you purpose?Making, and keeping, people happy around me.Petal Pink: Describe your fashion sense as well as what you’re wearing right now.Fashion sense? HAHAHAHAHA Ha ha..no. My sense of fashion consists of jeans, a T-shirt which may or may not have a thermal underneath, and a beanie. I have no fashion sense other than the coordination of colors. Mountain Meadow: Do you like taking care of others, or do you prefer being care of?Heh, I think the answer to this is very obvious. I always put others before myself. It’s been like that for as long as I remember.Mauvelous: Do you think you deserve a better life than you have now?I do.. I really do. But then I think about it.. If I didn’t have this life, I wouldn’t have gotten into writing to hide from the world, which lead me to gaming in arcades, then consoles and finally online where I’ve met so many awesome people. I might have met other people were things different but why think of the “could have”? There’s a lot of “could have’s” I can dream about, but I’d rather focus on the now and the future.

Purple Mountains Majesty: How does someone earn your respect?First and foremost: Honesty! I don’t care if it’s a small thing you think I’m going to be angry about, please for the love of the Gods, be honest with me. It’ll be ten times worse if I find out myself (and 9 times out of 10 I do find out eventually). If I ask about it more than once, chances are I already know the truth and I’m giving you that chance to fess up without me being angry. Take it.

Don’t be the judge whether or not I’ll be upset about it. I’m the one that can decide that. Chances are if I do get upset it’s very short lived. I will appreciate the honesty and courage it took to tell me and brush aside any irritation I might feel. 

Do not lie to me. 

Do not hide things from me should it be best for me to know. 

I will be grateful for it, especially when I tend to be extremely honest with others. I’m a bit of a closed book, sure, but if questions are asked I answer them. 

[jekyde]

6, 14, 15, 21, 23, 24, 25, 33, 34, 35, 36, 39~

6: Age you get mistaken forI don’t really get mistaken for any particular age. Hrm, I think some believe I’m still in my twenties when I have my beanie on. When I take it off the gray hairs reveal the truth.

14: Biggest turn offsAgain in general; really loud places, small dogs that won’t stop barking, being interrupted when I’m trying to explain something. Not so general: Turning the lights on. 15: Favorite movieHrm. This is a tough one. I suppose it would be The Crow.

21: What I love most about myself[Grunts] My tattoos?

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)I have no real relationship with my blood siblings. My half brother is constantly in jail, and my half sister is in Virginia. I met her for the first time in 1993 and we’ve only seen each other once or twice since.

24: My relationship with my parent(s)My ma and I are touch and go. She still tries to treat me like her little baby, making decisions for me and what not, but most mothers do that, I suppose.

25: My idea of a perfect dateOther than my previous answer.. Something fun, maybe some miniature golf or gaming. Even hanging out some place, enjoying one another’s company would be nice. 

33: What words make me feel the best about myselfUh…. I can’t really think of any, honestly.34/35: What I find attractive in women/menThe answer is the same for both. I tend to be drawn by someone’s eyes. Not just the color of them but the shape and such. Often I find small things that are over looked, though. Scars, birthmarks, stuff like that. 

36: Where I would like to liveSome place quiet, secluded, with access to utilities and such, as well as internet of course, heh. Preferably in a forest or on a ranch.

39: My favorite ice cream flavorI often go between mint ‘n’ chip or cookies ‘n’ cream. 

[jekyde]

But in the end the most important thing to accept is that no matter how alone you feel, how painful it can be, with the help of those around you, you'll get through this too.

J.D. Scrubs

[jekyde]

1, 6, 8, 12, 16, 17, 24, 27, 30~

[ meme ] 

1. Three things I want to say to three different people. 

I miss you and I regret not being there when you needed me the most. I’m trying to atone for that and I’m hoping that, eventually, I’ll make up for it. 

I couldn’t keep my promise, I’m sorry. I’ll be safe, don’t worry. Been doing this too long to mess up now.

Is mother nature a person? Because if so.. TAKE YOUR FUCKING COLD BACK TO THE NORTH WHERE IT BELONGS! Good god I can’t feel my feet.

6. Where I want to be right now.I want to be where everyone knows my na– oh wait. Somewhere warm. Yes, I’m stuck on the fact that it’s 33 degrees inside of my house.

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.Uh… Pass? HA ha.. fuck.

12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.

Uh…

I have no idea.

Yeah same here.

???

Profit

Am I only limited to 5? I could fill a whole page. Let’s start with the easy stuff, I guess.

My voice.

My face.

My laugh.

My scars.

My unfinished tattoos.

16. What are you looking forward to?Seeing if I actually have this Amazon job instead of being just a temp.

17. Did you get anything off your chest today?Ha. Ha. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA… Ha… eh. [Sighs]

24. Do you like long car rides?As long as I’m not driving, yup! I tend to sleep the whole time.

27. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?Once.

30. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?No one’s seen me cry. Ever. Not even at my father’s funeral.