THE REACHIEST OF REACHES
Like this is smth I don’t even partly believe in but fuck I need to let it out
In terms of gender
The Only Angel to Oh Anna to She pipeline
OK IM RUNNING AWAY AGAIN
HELLO KIND ANON YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR SO LONG AND I WANTED TO REPLY BUT I DIDNT HAVE THE GUTS TO ADMIT I HADNT SO MUCH AS GLANCED AT ANNA EVER BEFORE SO. yeah
@bluewinnerangel published an analysis yesterday and it made me read the lyrics for the first time ever and they're def more interesting than i realised. not bc i had written the song off or anything, i just... didn't think of her. i'm so sorry, i've changed my ways
so, generally, this song is 100% a fan's ode to faith by george michael. we have the sample, we have the same theme in the lyrics. but that's not what this post is about
bc we have your interesting thesis statement: only angel > anna > she. now, you definitely caught my attention with that bc you know i'm a sucker for looking through a gender lens at anything harry does.
i can totally see what you mean. in only angel, just like in anna, we have an elusive woman that harry doesn't understand. (i'm following the timeline that demy suggested btw where anna is older than only angel bc that's what i believe as well.) the (power) dynamic is a bit different, but with only angel i see it all as a power struggle of the internal gender experience
I'm just happy getting you stuck in between my teeth
vs
So chew me up and spit me out, nothing left to lose
harry, or whoever "i" is in the songs, doesn't understand the woman. this is a general theme in harry's songs, where if a woman is mentioned, it's someone who is erratic and plays tricks. in kiwi she manipulates, in only angel she's manic, in anna she's a big question mark. and you're right, that ? only grows and grows and then you have she.
Don't know where you're laying, just know it's not with me Don't know what I'd tell you if I passed you on the street
Don't know how you taste when there's smoke in your perfume
i don't know where you are, i don't know how to talk to you, you don't tell me anything either, do i even know who you are? do i know anything about you? are you even real or are you just a cloud of smoke? also very interesting here bc bluewinner mentioned "smoke and mirrors" and so what do you see when the smoke lifts you see your reflection oooOOOO lights up mv what's up it's not do i know her it's do i know who I AM
I must admit I thought I'd like to make you mine As I went about my business through the warning signs End up meeting in the hallway every single time And there's nothing we can do about it
i'd like to get through to you, get to the bottom of you, but i'm shut out, i keep making the wrong turns and there's nothing i can do to change it, to figure you out
She lives in daydreams with me She's the first one that I see And I don't know why I don't know who she is
A woman who's just in his head And she sleeps in his bed While he plays pretend
there's this woman in my bed but who is she? i keep seeing her everywhere, but is she even real?
is it a parallel? are we reaching? i think yes to both but it's good
some more parallels in the This Woman Makes Me Crazy Or Wait Am I The One Going Crazy? So Am I The Woman? sphere:
Every time I see your face There's only so much I can take
Broke a finger knocking on your bedroom door I got splinters in my knuckles crawling 'cross the floor
Wanna die, wanna die, wanna die tonight
He takes a boat out Imagines just sailing away (Away, away)
A woman who's just in his head
While the huge similarity between all of these is that the woman is an elusive figure, the main difference is that in she she creates no frustration or anger. I def see only angel > she as that growth, acceptance of gender ambiguity, fluidity, without it causing that anger bc it's so fucking hard to figure out. It's definitely interesting to consider anna in the same context, and I can see it. It's the beginnings of this idea of Woman Who Is She, where mistrust is still on the foreground. i don't have a conclusion so here have a heart <3
















