#anna rambles

[anna-scribbles]

if you imagine an animatic hard enough it should come true

[stormflypirateskin]

Comfort

[kamerobogal]

Maybe it is cuz it's that time of the month for me, but I'm looking at my phone simping and giggling and he's literally just furry asdffghkll

[soul-matism]

I don't even know what my big point is here but just some thoughts that I think people in the heated rivalry fandom genuinely underestimate the importance of plausible deniability in hollywood. Especially to two young up and coming actors. Its why I think all the entertainment "journalists" with actual platforms constantly sexualizing connor is so gross. They are actively trying to erase the plausible deniability he has tried so hard to achieve. Because despite what people may have convinced themselves in their bubble, the world and hollywood (especially in the current political climate) is especially cruel to queer actors. People far more powerful than hudson and connor have ensured they always always have plausible deniability (the two of them have no real power right now, fame and popularity are not the same as real cachet).

I may be biased but I also think that playing lovers gives all of hudson and connor's offscreen interactions a lot of cover - the same cover that is not available to connor with anyone else (costars or anyone else he may meet and interact with). hudson's personal relationships (whatever form you think those may take) also do the same thing.

Like I said, not sure I'm making some big point here, but I think it really really helps to perceive events through the lens of plausible deniability and see how and why that might be impacting some decisions both of them make and how and why it makes certain kinds of "rpfing" substantially more invasive than others.

[anna-unfortunately]

when the customer buying a gunpla just likes to build cool models and doesn’t know/care/want to talk about char aznable’s character arc

[annasbowlerhat]

From Monday next week this is happening! Finally we are moving to something better and ..YAY! We went to look at an apartment last Friday and got to know yesterday Monday that we got it. (I cried a bit of relief afterwards) So this is whats gonna be for a few weeks. But no hurry. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! X3.. te-hee~

[polarbearcub-seven]

The fact that so many Anipoke fans promote Serena and/or Amourshipping by using the fact that Serena was the only pokegirl Pikachu didn't shock is a little silly. Pikachu was startled by something or the pokegirls themselves when he shocked them or their belongings, which is a perfectly reasonable reaction. So just because Pikachu didn't shock Serena or her stuff DOES NOT make Amourshipping canon!! Serena probably just wasn't as upfront or aggressive with her love and affection as the other girls were. Also notice that the picture that Amourshippers refer to is one where Serena has SHORT hair, meaning that it is much later in Ash's Kalos journey, so Serena and Pikachu would've gotten to know each other long before then. Reminder: Pikachu shocked the other pokegirls or their stuff WHEN HE FIRST MET THEM. We don't see him shocking them later on, do we? I think Pikachu had a close bond especially with Misty and Iris over the course of the anime.

In Conclusion: PIKACHU NOT SHOCKING SERENA OR HER STUFF DOES NOT MAKE IT AN AMOURSHIPPING HINT NOR DOES IT MAKE THE SHIP FULLY CANON!!

[dandysworld-meh-imagines]

I've been really considering this seeing how many days pass and I haven't been exactly writing but maybe I'm considering putting this blog into a hiatus?

I've been extremely unmotivated to do requests and I feel very bad keeping you all waiting. I really don't like how writing feels like a chore for me now, I know it's not supposed to feel like this at all so I'm thinking that maybe a decent break might be the best thing.

I'm not going anywhere, of course, but you all might not see me for a while, I will be more active on my main and I'm gonna focus mostly on art, figuring out and fixing my life more, especially even going to a psychologist once I gather the money when I manage to actually land a job and fixing issues I have that are genuinely affecting my life.

I hope the day I come back to this blog, I'm ready to do requests like no tomorrow but until then? Please take care of yourselves, yeah? You are all doing great and I'm so proud of you, thank you for reading my stuff and I hope you know that I love you guys a lot even if I feel numb a lot. <3