The entire post was bizarre in the extreme; I agree. And what else I find hilarious here (aside from this) is…okay, in the grander scheme of humans in fandom to whom the label BNF is sometimes applied? I’m a fucking nobody. Outside of Good Omens, Pacific Rim, Hamlet, and maybe a few other offbeat TV and rare-lit fandoms? Who the fuck cares about what I’m doing? I left Sherlock fandom post-S2; I was one of the first-wave huge writers in that fandom during LJ-era, but I transitioned to AO3 far too late for even my S1/S2-era stories to get the same kind of exposure as most fic in that fandom written, say, post 2011-2012. Unless I’m very much mistaken about how I’m perceived in wider fandom at this point in time, I cannot fathom who would give a shit about my relatively niche inclinations. I’m still the same weirdo that I was in grade-school, in my own estimation: rarely plays or works well with others owing to a number of complex factors, from autism to aesthetics. Talk about blue hell sites, my friend; those of you who have been with me since LJ know that I drown myself in a particular color-spectrum and rarely come out of it. Me and blue is as bad as, wow, I don’t know, to borrow a comparison from my current secondary-to-GO fandom, Ed and green. Do you remember my old fic LJ? A shell of it’s still there. Getting me out of blue interfaces has been pretty impossible; if I could turn my AO3 pages blue, I’d do it for my own freaking sanity. I remember bristling at the black-on-white with red accents to no end when I first switched. Where was this rant going? Oh: I’m a fucking eccentric. Like, yeah, I have friends and readers I love, and new folks who come along are always welcome, but seriously, my attitude is, if you don’t like me or what I do, get the fuck away. I’m not a cool kid who works the big fandoms; I don’t write Avengers or Supernatural or Harry Potter or anything that most people actually give a shit about. I’m just…so goddamn puzzled. I’m not a great target for all of those reasons and more, but most importantly? I’ll report your sorry ass and not care a whit about whatever ridiculous thing you tried to do to me.