Believe me. You don't need to seek out any miracle out there. All you need is to look into yourself. All the courage, strength you're searching for is in you. Remember all the days you were completly down, the sleepless nights you've spent without any emotional comfort, the difficulties you've overcome, the sorrow you've suffered from being misunterstood. So cry when you feel the need to but then move on and smile again to yourself, to life. Make choices and assume any outcome, you will just be wiser. Be the first person to love yourself, to love being in your own company, to appreciate yourself before willing others to do the same. You are just a human being with all your bunch of weaknesses and greatness. As long as you stick to your instincts, your conscious mind and you friend inside of you, you shall never be lost.