LET ME BE YOUR FIRST
bsf Anton x chubby ! innocent inexperienced !! bsf fem reader
synopsis: in which anton tries to keep his cool around his childhood innocent bestfriend but she’s too pretty :(
warnings: size kink, first time (f), rough anton, masterbation (m), anton says baby, & princess a lot , anton is a big perv , anton lowkey has a size kink, anton gets jealous, unprotected sex !! (wrap it up guys), their in college even thought it’s not mentioned, u are in charge of the media u consume!!
notes: uhh hi everyone !! this my first time writing and smut at that so it might not be much so feedback would be appreciated !! there might be some spelling mistakes (spare me) all of this is written in lower case !! the reader is intended to be blk & chubby but anyone can read <3 this is longer than i intended so buckle up…. enjoy !!
anton didn't mean for this to happen, he never wanted to think of his best friend like this, ever!!
but he couldn't help it...
the thought of being your first everything.
your short frame, beautiful face, chubby body, your beautiful curly hair that you sometimes put into braids when you didn't want to deal with it anymore.
his friends normally made dirty jokes around you but u never bat an eye , only giving them confused looks as he and his friends laughed. you’re too innocent for your own good.
growing up you weren’t as exposed to everything like anton and other kids your age was at the time, your parents were strict with you, you couldn’t have a phone until 11th grade but even then they always kept an eye on ur belongings.
your parents let up once you got to college but even now you’re still not experienced as the kids your age are.
anton doesn't know what happened, why he thinks this way about his best friend that he's known since middle school.
maybe it's the mini skirts you only seem to wear when you're with him.
or maybe it's the way his friends talk about how bad they want you. specifically sohee.
you and sohee had this weird friendship that anton just couldn’t figure out and it made him furious.
they can't have you. you're too innocent for his dirty minded friends. he knows you best. so he came to a conclusion. he doesn’t know when, he doesn’t know how but he knows that he’s going to be your first.
“y/n” anton called out as he sees you walking past him with the one and only lee sohee.
“hi tonie , i didn’t see you!!”
he smiles at the cute nickname he only lets you call him but then his smile drops at the sight of who you were with.
“sohee” anton says trying to keep his composure.
“don’t forget our plans-“ “yea i know movie night at 8pm, we do this every week silly.” you said teasingly, anton smiled.
“alright im headed to class see you later y/n.” anton walks past the both of them giving sohee a quick glance.
once anton gets home he immediately goes to his bottom drawer and grabs one of your underwear from his secret stash.
(when you stay over he lets you wear his clothes and he tells you that he’ll put your clothes in the washer and give it to you the next day.)
anton stands in the shower letting the water run through his hair and down his back.
his hand crept lower as he felt himself getting harder at the smell and thought of you. he doesn’t know what it is about you that drives him crazy.
he thought about how cute you looked, a pink shirt showing the right amount of skin with a white miniskirt, knee high socks and your cute shoes to match.
“y/n you’ll be the death of me fuck” he whispered as he rolled his cock into his hand faster, pushing your panties closer to his face.
he felt himself about to cum so he did what he always did when he wanted to cum hard. he stuck his tongue out to taste the area your pussy has been not to long ago.
and with that he came so hard, cum getting all over his abs and a good amount of the shower.
after getting everything settled down for the movie he heard a soft knock on the door, he knew it was you.
“tonie” you leaped into anton’s arms as he opened the door.
he yelped in surprise, letting out a soft chuckle. “hey princess” he looked down at you. fuck you look so good, he wishes he could just take you right here.
“i brought snacks” you say smiling widely giving him the bag and walking past him into the living room, if only you knew what he wanted to do to you.
halfway through the movie anton started getting horny, you just smell and look so good to him, even if you’re doing absolutely nothing, he can’t sit still for long especially when it’s only you and him alone.
you look over at him as you hear his breathing get quicker, “you ok tonie?” you pout.
“yea i gotta go to the bathroom be right back.” he hurriedly scurries to the bathroom. you shrug and turn your attention back to whatever’s playing on the tv.
a few minutes passed by and he still isn’t back so you go and check on him.
as you get closer to the bathroom you start to hear muffled sounds. the door is cracked open just enough to see him.
you see him half naked, eyes closed shut, breathing hard like he was on the couch not to long ago. “what is he doing?” you mumble. you’re intrigued, you’ve never seen nor heard anything like this before. you look closer.
your lower body starts to feel funny making you squeeze you legs together to get some relief.
you breath hitched at the unfamiliar feeling causing anton to look up a little.
you quickly walked away before he could see you.
you sit back down pretending like nothing happened but you can’t help but feel uncomfortable because of the wetness you now have in your panties.
anton came back five minutes later acting like nothing ever happened.
“hey princess, anything happened in the movie?” anton asked nervously before sitting back down in his previous place.
“nothing i kind of zoned out because i was waiting for you tonie.” you pout.
you and anton turned on another movie, neither of you feeling sleepy yet.
you can’t help but think back to what happened in the bathroom making you clear your throat.
“tonie” you tugged on his shirt.
he looked at you waiting for you to finish what you were going to say.
“uh… i saw you in the bathroom and i was wandering if you were ok. you looked like you were in pain?” you point down to his lap making his eyes widen.
what an innocent soul.
he tries to explain it to the best of his ability because he knows how bad you lack at the knowledge of sex.
“u-uh when men feel pain down there they use their hands or other things to get some relief-“ “well are you still in pain?” you cut him off, face curious as can be.
well now he is.
“kinda” he answers looking everywhere but your innocent eyes, face flushed.
“well” you pause your sentence thinking hard. “can girls feel pain down here as well?”
“why? are you feeling pain down there baby?” you nod slowly.
“ can you teach me how to get some relief like you were doing because whenever i try to make the pain go away it never works , then after my undies feel wet” you finish your ramble with a pout.
he looked at you longingly before asking “is there anyone that causes you pain down there?”
“mmm you and sometimes … sohee” you answer playing with your fingers, you missed the face anton made at the mention of his friends name.
that bastard
“well” he thinks deeply. “it’s better for me to show you then tell you.” “can you show me?” you mutter softly to which he happily obliged.
“lay back for me baby.” he slowly but surely starts to take off your pants.
your breath hitches
anton then lays his hand on your chubby thigh moving it closer to your crotch. you stare at his big veiny hand quietly, intrigued as to what he was going to do to you to make the “pain” go away.
anton groans
“fuck baby so wet.” he mumbles, eyes locked onto your clothed pussy, your wetness seeping through the skimpy fabric, he can smell your arousal from where he’s sitting making him even more hard if that was even possible.
“is that ok?” “more then ok” he bites his bottom lip as he starts to take your panties off spreading your legs wide open, leaving you in only your shirt.
“you’ve been sitting like this? all wet this whole time?” “mhm since i saw you in the bathroom, don’t know why this happened tonie.”
anton slowly rubs at your clit making you let out an unfamiliar noise causing you to cover your mouth out of shock. anton smiles then removes your hand from your mouth “don’t hide those beautiful sounds from me baby.” you nod.
after rubbing at your bud for a while, he decides to add a finger.
“mm you’re so damn tight baby, gotta loosen up if you want the pain to go away m’kay? can’t believe i get to use you like this” he takes his free hand and starts to palm at his clothed dick as he mutters the last part.
after working you through with one finger he adds two other fingers making you squeal out
“tonie it’s too muchhh” you moan out trying to move away. “don’t run away from it baby, take it.” he demands. you look at his face and you see a completely different version of anton, his eyes are filled with complete lust.
he keeps skillfully moving his fingers into you hitting that special spot over and over until you start to feel your core tighten. “tonieee stop im gonna pee” you whine out trying to move his hand.
“gonna pee hmm?” he moves his fingers even faster with a sly smirk.
“it’s called cumming baby. you gonna cum for tonie?” you quickly nod.
“feels so good” you start grinding your hips up into his fingers .
a few seconds later you feel the ball in your stomach snap. shuddering and cumming all over antons fingers.
“you sound so sexy baby.” he rubs your clit slowly as you come down from your high, he removes his fingers and brings them up to his mouth, sucking your cum off his fingers with a soft moan while looking you dead in the eyes. “baby you taste so sweet.”
you look away shyly
he makes you sit up then he slowly leans in for a kiss. the kiss was soft at first but then it got more rough as time went on. teeth clashing together and spit dripping. anton pulls away from you so that you both could catch your breath.
there’s silence between you two until he speaks up. “feeling better?” “a little… what about you?” you look down at his crotch seeing his bulge that he’s not hiding anymore.
“i need your help y/n” he whines, he can’t take it anymore. he needs to fuck your mouth.
“go on the floor and get on your knees.” he demands and you oblige.
anton straightens himself up so that he’s sitting right in front of your kneeling body.
“i’m gonna teach you how to give me a blowjob. you ever heard of those” you shake your head no dumbly at him.
of course you haven’t
he takes his shirt and sweats off leaving him in his boxers. his bulge looking bigger now that there isn’t any clothes in the way.
“gimme your hand” he grabs your hand and lets you rub your hand all over his clothes cock.
“so hard tonie” “ngh” he slowly grinds into your soft hand. “pull my boxers down.”
once you pull his boxers down his dick springs up and almost hits his bellybutton making your eyes go wide. “tonie how do you fit this in your pants?” you go to grab his dick. it barely even fits in your hands.
were you trying to kill him?
“ok here’s how you’re supposed to hold it…” he showed you with his own hand, his hand covering his whole cock since his hand is so big.
his eyes fixated on you as he showed you how he likes his dick being played with, you were watching with so much curiosity making him want to bust all over your face.
“gimme your hand. spit on it and move your hand up and down.” you followed his instructions carefully.
you see a dribble of pre cum so you use your thumb to swipe it off. anton moans and bucks up hard at the unexpected feeling of you touching the slit of his dick.
you pull away fast “tonie are you okay? did i hurt you?” you panic, eyes starting to water.
“no baby t-this is perfect keep going, you’re doing so good for me.” he places your hand back on his dick and gives you more instructions.
“put the tip in your mouth, don’t use any teeth because you don’t wanna hurt tonie, then ease your way down to the base.” “tonie it’s not gonna fit” you whine. “we’ll make it fit princess”
you opened your mouth and went down on his dick licking and sucking like he told you. after minutes of gagging, choking, and spitting you finally are able to fit all of him into your mouth.
he holds you there and starts fucking hard into your mouth making you gag and try to catch your breath. you tap his thigh to let him know that you need to breathe but he’s not done yet.
he grips your braids tightly and starts to fuck into your face until he comes and you can’t do nothing but sit in your knees and take it.
“such a good girlll. taking my big cock in your little throat so well.” his abs start to flex up indicating that he’s about to come.
“fffuckk im gonna cum baby” he lifts himself up a little and fucks your throat harder, then you feel something warm fill up your mouth.
he slides out and you catch your breath getting ready to spit the cum out but he stops you “be a good girl for me and swallow all of it.” you gulp all of it down. it’s salty and bitter but not nasty enough to make you wanna gag.
“you did so good for me y/n best girl to ever suck my dick.” he bites his lip.
he helps you stand up, your knees aching.
he gives you some time to think *he’s hard again* then he speaks again. “baby you love tonie right?” “mhm” “you’d do anything for your sweet best friend right?” “you know i would”
where is this going?
“well i’m still in pain and… the only way to get it gone is for me to be inside of you.” “tonie it’s not gonna fit, i barely even got it to fit in my mouth” you whine.
is he crazy or what?
“i can get it to fit like last time, promise it’ll feel so good once I’m in, your pain would go away too.” you thought for a while “promise?”
you really hate being in pain
“promise” he smiles.
once you agree for him to fuck you, he takes off your shirt. he’s been dying to see your tits that always seems too big for any of your shirts and damn were they big.
he sits with his back against the couch, cock standing straight up and ready to go at it again.“sit on me” he demands. “i don’t wanna crush you tonie.” you say feeling a little shy. “you think i give a shit about that? sit. on. me.” you obey with a quiet sigh.
anton wants ALL of you he’s been waiting too long for this moment to care about you being too “big” or whatever nonsense you were saying
“take your time baby” you go down on him slowly feeling his dick stretch you real good. you hissed at the burn. once all of his length goes into you, you wait until you feel comfortable to start moving. he rubs at your sides and tells you sweet nothings until you felt like you want to start moving.
you start off by rocking back and forth slowly then speeding up the pace and going up and down. he gives your ass a few slaps feeling it jiggle.
“fuck baby pussy so good, squeezing me just right. it’s like this pussy was made for me huh?” you moan in response.
he starts to move you up and down faster making you moan louder.
“ughhh such a good girl, letting me fuck you here like this. letting me be the first person to ever fuck this virgin cunt.” your boobs are moving up and down as you bounce on him so he grabs them licking sucking on them until they’re sore.
he would love to fuck your tits but that’s for another day
“y/n look at me.” you look down as you keep bouncing up and and down wanting to reach your high again.
“you think sohee could ever fuck you this good hmm?” you flush at the mention of your friends name.
“answer me.” he looks straight into your eyes. “no tonie only you make me feel this good.” “i know that’s right, im ruining you for anyone else. you’re mine now, you hear me.” you nod, too cock drunk to think of a reply.
“baby all cock drunk huh? dick so good it’s making you all dumb.” he feels that familiar feeling in his stomach so he flips you and now you’re under him. he grips onto the cushions fucking into you as hard as possible.
“oh baby i’m cumming. cum with me.” he says hips not slowing down or stuttering. “tonie i love you so muchhh making me feel so good.” you feel yourself cumming aswell. you both reach your high and you cum together.
after yall finish antons the first to get up and run the shower so you guys can get all cleaned up.
THE END
authors note : i lowkey rushed the end bc i’ve been working on this for like 3 days, but i hope you guys enjoy bc i really tried and hopefully in the future i can get better at writing, make sure yall show some love, byee love you all <3