my personal favorite of johnnys tiktoks
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my personal favorite of johnnys tiktoks
randy who asked if benson and him went to highschool together would they have been friends?
and benson who just stares at him know he was getting white boy wasted in abandoned buildings with groups of people he barely knew and snuck into clubs to hook up with grown men weekly he barely graduated and randy is just the quiet average student that tried their best not to stand out and spent most of their time at home or the library got good grades would have probably given benson a pencil and benson would only mess with him to see him flustered in that one small moment and then not even think to interact again
all benson says is no
could you imagine if randy had gotten hired at the diner instead of bbbs he would have had benson actually going to that diner everyday for a shitty cup if coffee to watch him from the corner booth
benson who nearly has another breakdown cause randy isn't in the motel room and its clear hes taken his things and ran away and benson knew he shouldnt have left but he thought they were ... closer by now that randy dy didnt want to leave it was stupid to think he can trust a hostage randy doesnt care how naive and right before he about to really lose it
randy walks in the door with a bag from the convenience store but upon seeing benson its forgotten on the little table as he rushes closer to benson hands raised but never touching asking whats wrong is benson okay ... do they need to leave right now
and benson cant help but grabbing his arm hard and pinning him face down on the bed asking where he went who he talked to the fuck is his shit and who does he think he is and before randy could answer hes yanked back up and turned as benson shoves him fully onto the bed grabbing a towel from the floor he left there and straddling him as benson ties his wrist together tightly neither benson heaving above randy as he grumbles about randy never being able to leave he doesnt need anyone else he is everything randy could need what else does he need to do to prove it to make randy stay and randy trying to be as quiet as he can unsure what benson even wants at this point cause hes threatening but also ... crying and randy just never has been a good person to comfort
after a few beats benson does get off randy but leaves him tied. His head in his hands muttering words randy cant hear as he just slowly turns onto his side to be able to see benson better and eventually bensons hands fall to his lap and he cracks his neck lightly before turning to randy and just huffs a laugh and tells randy he looks good like that
and randy shouldn't like that he should be scared or hate benson but he just can't instead his fingers twitch and a blush rushes to his face eyes fluttering when benson brushes his hair out of his face
on a lighter note I like to imagine one day randy having something spilt or dumped on him at work and hes more upset that his mom is going to be annoyed at him for not being able to keep his clothes clean at work and now she'll have to spend so much time getting the stains out. (even though he has offered to do it himself) She claims its just easier if she does it cause it'll be done right. So he doesnt argue
But its been a rough shift and this plus having to sit in his car getting the grease/soda on his car seat and having to hear about that as well has randy standing there staring at his car hands clenched preparing himself.
Hes startled from his thoughts when a shirt is tossed in his face he barely managing to catch it staring at in confusion before his gaze meets bensons who is simply leaning against his car now in one of his band tees arms crossed and just staring.
Randy looks back down at the shirt sees the clear nametag of benson and his palms start to sweat
"Jesus christ Bradley just put the shirt on and go."
And randy not wanting to annoy benson futher awkwardly takes his work shirt off frowning at his white shirt sticky and stained hell just have to throw it away no point in saving it also he doesnt want to ruin bensons shirt but theres no way he can just wear benson shirt with nothing right? the idea stirs something in him he doesnt understand he hasn't notice benson who is now by his side grumbling under his breath
Randy is grabbed by his shoulders and quickly spun around facing benson who wastes no time pulling randys shirt up over his head like its something natural like hes done it before randys skin flushing and averting his eyes it feels like forever when really its only a moment before benson is shoving his work shirt onto randy sliding his arms thru the shirt that is too big on him and buttoning it up randy feels to warm tries not to react everytime bensons rough knuckle brushes against his chest as he finishes buttoning it up
Hes breathing heavily and benson fixes his collar before stepping back flicks his cig to the ground "Just bring it back tomrrow morning" Randys thoughts are going a mile a minute all words getting trapped in his throat and so he just nods benson nods back and gathers randys soiled clothes up before randy can protest bensons getting in his car throwing them in the passenger seat and driving off
The warmth in his core doesnt go away and hes reluctant to take the shirt off when he gets home so he sits at his desk runs his thumb over the nametag and tries to ignore how it felt to have bensons hands on him
randy who pulls into the lot slightly after benson and is shocked to see him stilling his car but whats ever more shocking is watching benson shotgun a can of an energy drink followed by a hot coffee chaser all while holding a cig
and honestly it should make randy gag or maybe be concerned for his well being but hes way to focused on bensons hands and mouth to have any rational thought
oh benson biting into randys throat hard enough to bruise and leave teeth indents and randy cries but traces the puffy outline of it and gets hard
thinking about benson who does still get shot in the diner parking lot but doesnt die somehow he survives hes lucky they say but he cant feel anything but stuck in a hospital handcuffed to his bed as doctors officers constantly filter through the room hes never alone anymore and worse of all no one tells him about randy if hes okay if hell heal with a simple scar or did benson end up fucking his arm up beyond use he doesnt ask he barely speaks to them knowing that no matter what he says they only see his violent actions a monster the same way he looked at sheppard and he hates it he thinks about somehow killing himself but the officer in the room would stop him before
His trail is put off till hes able to at least get into the courtroom his lungs are even more fucked and every breath hurts everything feels like it was put back wrong and he does feel guilt he does know his actions are inexcusable no matter the explanation or pleads his lawyer advises him to take he rejects it all and simply admits guilt
the trial only lasts a few days and he doesnt see randy at all it hurts... alot more so than the victims families crying and confronting him with the consequences of his actions he stays silent stares straight ahead and takes his verbal lashing on the chin the only one hes barely able to control himself is when mr.sheppards wife reads her letter about how he stole a wonderful family man who cared about his students and community an innocent bystander who was in the wrong place at the wrong time and benson bites his tongue so hard it bleeds and he feels like hes 8 years old again at his mas table unable to tell her why hes so angry so messed up why he doesnt wait at the school for her anymore where hes suppose to be safe
But all he can do is glare with the hatred that burns through him it feels like its consuming and he can barely process what shes saying as she finally glances up at him and freezes in fright and when shes escorted away hes left with the cold empty shell hes stuck in and then he really misses randy but its for the best hes not here it means bensons method worked that randy is out there living and not letting the past or guilt keep him stuck in this shitty place anymore its the only comfort benson can find hes glad randy hates him and in spite is making something of himself
Its only after hes in prison for 4 years of his 20 years that hes told he has a visitor which is suspicious he has no one his ma is too sick to leave the house no one would be here for him it has to be a mistake but he has no choice but to go and so he does he hopes its not some journalist or crime freak who thinks hed be an interesting book
its only when he enters the visitation room that he freezes cause sitting on the other side of the glass is the same person that has infected his every waking moment randy
who hasn't seem to change much physically but benson can tell randy has changed he sits straight up relaxed and even meets his eyes and benson cant help but want to run its fine if randy hates him he wants him too but being faced with it is terrifying and so he sits and doesnt say anything just stares and so does randy both bracing for the others reaction and its only when randy blurts out an apology before benson can open his mouth staring in confusion as randy camt seem to stop explaining that he wanted to be there for benson back then he tried to vist earlier but between his family and legal bullshit he couldnt and so he spent his time getting his life together so that when he could get to him hed be able to tell him he has everything prepared for when bensons released a place to live his car ready to go his ma has help randy pays for a nurse to vist and benson believes hes probably been shanked in his sleep and this a nice dream as he dies cause here's randy telling him hes spent 4 years getting a life together for them