― ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ (nsfw)
Javi returns from the military and isn't met with the open arms he expected from you.
↝ pairing: Javier "Javi" Rivera / Fem!Reader
↝ warnings: angst, smut, nsfw (mdni!), unprotected sex, penetrative sex, brief nipple play, reader is on the pill, friends to lovers
↝ word count: 1.7k
↝ author's note: I had so much fun writing this. this was requested by anonymous! I hope all the Javi lovers out there enjoy (:
masterlist ⋇ divider credit: @saradika | @cafekitsune
this fic has been cross posted to ao3.
ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴄᴏᴘʏ, ʀᴇᴘʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴇ, ᴏʀ ᴄʟᴀɪᴍ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀs ᴏɴ ᴛᴜᴍʙʟʀ, ᴀᴏ3, ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ, ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏ ᴡᴇʙsɪᴛᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘᴇʀᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴜsᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴋs ɪɴ ᴀɪ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛᴏʀs ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʀᴛɪғɪᴄɪᴀʟ ɪɴᴛᴇʟʟɪɢᴇɴᴄᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴜsᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴋs ᴛᴏ sᴇʟʟ ғᴏʀ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴ
It’s a typical day. You’ve spent your day off work doing laundry and catching up on some shows you needed to watch. It isn’t until there’s a knock on your door that your day turns anything but ordinary. You pull it open to reveal your best friend, scratch that, former best friend, Javi. He’s decked out in his military uniform, the bright smile on his face becoming a deep frown when he sees your unimpressed expression. You turn around and walk away, leaving the door open for Javi to come in, much to your disliking. But if you know Javi, he wouldn’t leave without saying something first.
“I figured you’d be happier to see me,” Javi scratches the back of his neck as he follows you into your apartment.
“Happy to see you? Javi, you literally stopped talking to me and left for the military, of all things, without telling me,” you say, your voice rising in frustration.
“I know, and I’m sorry,” Javi says, stepping toward you, “I had to do what I thought was right at the time. Losing everyone was hard.”
“The right thing was to stay and figure things out,” you cross your arms, leaning against the island counter, “It’s what I did.”
“Figure things out? I don’t understand what you mean?” Javi says, taking a seat on one of the barstools.
You take a deep breath and figure, why not just tell him? You have nothing to lose anymore.
“I was in love with you, Javi. And then you left. I had to figure out life without you and all my now-dead friends. What else do you want me to say?”
Javi opens his mouth to say something but then changes his mind. A moment passes, and then he says, “I didn’t know.”
“I’m not sure how you didn’t. I would’ve followed you anywhere and done anything for you.”
Javi stands up from his seat and walks toward you, a gentle hand on your arm, “I would’ve done the same for you. I loved you, too, and I still do. That’s why I’m here. You’re the first person I wanted to see when I got home.”
Your face softens, “You don’t mean that.”
“I do. I mean it with everything in me,” Javi grabs you by the biceps, pulling you to face him, “I love you and always have.”
“Why didn’t you say something?” you ask softly, unable to look him in the eye.
“Why didn’t you?” Javi chuckles, trying to lighten the mood a little.
“I didn’t want to ruin our friendship, but it got ruined anyway, it seems.”
Javi sighs, “I’m sorry again. I didn’t know how to handle everything properly, and I should’ve talked to you about the whole situation before running off.”
“It’s okay,” you shrug, “You’re here now.”
“And I’m here to stay,” Javi promises, “If you’ll have me?”
“Of course, I’ll have you,” you say, placing your hands on Javi’s chest and finally looking him in the eyes.
He gazes into your eyes and leans in slowly to close the gap between the two of you. He slides a hand into your hair as the kiss deepens to press you closer to him. As the kiss becomes more passionate, Javi lifts you onto the counter and slots himself between your legs, not pulling away from your embrace once. His hands wander along your sides until they reach the hem of your shirt, where Javi tugs experimentally. You pull away from the heated makeout session to peel off your shirt and toss it somewhere on the kitchen floor. Javi takes a second to drink in your body for the first time. Even more so than usual, since you don’t wear bras at home.
Javi helps you remove the outer part of his uniform, where a plain t-shirt is underneath it. He pulls it over his head and discards it and his uniform jacket where your top lays. His body is in great shape thanks to all the exercise and physical labor he had to do while in the military. You let your hands explore his muscles as you lean in for another heated kiss. Javi slowly leans you backward onto the counter surface before hovering over you.
“Do you want this like I do?” he asks.
“God,” you nod, “More than anything.”
“Glad to hear it,” Javi smirks before moving his hands to the waistband of your sweatpants, “Is this okay?”
“Yes,” you reassure Javi, “You can do what you want, I’ve waited long enough,” you joke.
Javi laughs and slides the pants down your legs and past your ankles. He climbs on top of you after removing the rest of his uniform, holding himself up with one arm as he uses his free hand to grasp at your breast, attacking your mouth with his tongue. Your body feels like it’s on fire from Javi’s touch. You’ve dreamt about this more than you’d care to admit. Javi rolls a nipple between his fingers, bringing you back to earth from your thoughts, a moan getting lost inside Javi’s mouth on yours. He moves his hand down your stomach until he reaches your clothed heat, moving aside the garment covering you and testing how wet you are.
“So wet just from kissing?” Javi teases.
“Shut up,” you roll your eyes, bringing your knee to his chest to bump it playfully.
Javi moves to your ear as he dips a finger inside you, whispering, “Make me.”
You grasp his curls harshly, bringing him back to kiss you. Javi can’t help but laugh through his nose as you explore his mouth with your tongue, shutting him up successfully. He curls his finger, beckoning it against your sweet spot. You pull away from Javi’s mouth to let out a moan, jerking your hips up. Javi quickly sits up and grips your hip, stilling you as he adds another finger. You allow your hands to massage your breasts as Javi fucks you with his fingers, even adding a third as his thumb swipes your clit.
“You’re so fucking wet,” Javi groans.
“You make me this way, Javi,” you gasp as his fingertips circle the spot inside you, “See what you do to me?”
Javi withdraws his digits from you, sucking your arousal off them before pulling and kicking his underwear off, “I’m sure you can see what you do to me, too,” he says, his length slapping his stomach.
“Oh, I’m definitely seeing,” you bite your lip, hoping he can fit.
“Condom?” Javi returns to his hovering position, running his hands along your body before slipping your underwear down your legs.
“Don’t worry about that,” you pull his face down to yours, “I’m on the pill.”
Without another word, Javi lines himself up with your slick entrance before slowly pushing in. You wrap your legs around his waist so he can fill you up more easily. Javi is very vocal about how tight you feel around him, his moans guttural as his pelvis hits yours. Your cheek is pressed to his as you both catch your breath momentarily before continuing.
“You feel so good,” Javi pants, pulling out slightly before slamming back in, “Too good. I’m gonna have to go slow, or I’ll lose it.”
You snort, “Has it really been that long for you, Javi?”
“Sex isn’t allowed in the military, you know,” Javi scoffs, “So, yes, it’s been a while.”
“I don’t have a problem with it or anything. I’m just fucking with you,” you reassure him.
Javi moves again, this time pulling all the way out and jerking his hips forward in a quick fashion, “Doesn’t mean I still can’t make you scream.”
And his movement does just that- makes you scream out. You grasp Javi’s upper arms as he gains a rhythm. Your fingernails dig into his flesh as he pounds into you, your moans growing louder. You don’t care about your neighbors at this point. Javi holds himself up, gaining leverage and a better angle. He pulls your legs onto his shoulders, his cock driving into you perfectly.
“Jesus, Javi,” you gasp, unable to hold onto anything other than the edges of the counter, “Just like that.”
Javi is now kneeling on the counter, your heels digging into his back as he folds you in half and grips your thighs hard enough to bruise. His thrusts become faster and harder as the two of you stare into each other’s eyes, panting and moaning.
“So good,” Javi mutters, “So tight and wet for me.”
“Fuck,” you grip the counter harder at the filth coming from Javi.
Javi reaches between your bodies to rub your clit, making you clench around him even harder. Your throat is almost raw from your noises as you feel yourself getting close to your climax. Javi feels himself getting close, too, and doesn't let up on circling your bundle of nerves.
“Javi,” you warn, and you don’t have to say anything else for him to understand.
He leans into you, your knees against your chest, as his tip brushes against your cervix at the new position, sending you into overdrive. Your cunt grips Javi harshly as you orgasm, chanting his name. Javi feels himself nearing his own orgasm, letting you ride out yours before allowing himself to cum.
“Where do you want me to cum?” Javi asks.
“Inside,” you say, “Please.”
“Oh, I see. You’re a little cumslut, huh?” Javi teases, still rubbing your overstimulated clit softly as he tries to string another orgasm out of you.
“Yes,” you whine, but Javi pushes into you harder, stilling as you cum again, your cunt gripping him with vice and teetering him over the edge.
Javi curses as he fills you up, relishing in your pulsing warmth before pulling out slowly. Your chest heaves as Javi finally lets you relax your legs. He searches for a cloth to clean you both up with.
“Totally not what I was expecting out of today,” you say jokingly, allowing Javi to clean you up gently.
“Me either,” he shrugs, “But it’s not a bad way to end the day, right?”
“Right,” you grunt as you sit up, your back a little sore from being pressed into the granite.
Javi helps you off the counter, and you immediately beeline to the bathroom, turning the shower on.
“Wanna join?” you call out to Javi, who is still in the kitchen.
“Duh,” he calls back, hurrying to the bathroom where you stand, testing the water temperature.
Javi grabs you and picks you up, causing you to shriek as you wrap your legs and arms around him. This definitely beats laundry any day.