Husband and I discussing the end:
H: You know Cas is gonna die, right?
M: I have already made peace with it, yes.
Me: I went through the 5 stages of grief and I have landed on acceptance.
H: wow...I'm really proud of...
M: though, when it happens i guaran-damn-tee it's gonna be worse than The Doctor leaving Rose on that beach.
H:*who I met 5 years after that episode and still has to hear me rage about it from time to time* yeah, that sounds about right. What about Sam?
H: how do you think things will go for him?
M: I don't know...I just want him to be happy. They just need to give him peace. Maybe a woman*Eileen*who doesn't die. That would be nice.
H: I think they'll bring Lisa back.
H: You just want him to end up with.....
M: No! This isn't even about that! If they want to put him in a relationship that's fine, as long as it isn't rushed or forced and feels organic, whatever, I dont care. But. NOT. LISA!
H: what is your problem with Lisa? If it's not because she stands in the way of your ridiculous....
M: She's a BAD MOM!!! It has nothing to do with what I believe in regards to Dean's feelings! She let a known killer move into her house with her CHILD! They had ONE weekend together! He helped save her kid ( which I'm still not entirely sure isn't Dean's, which btw makes her a dirty liar too) other than that they had nothing! He went to her because Sam told him to. That's it! His relationship with Cassie was believable and I felt their connection. With Lisa, no just, no. I get that she was being comforting and trying to help him through his trauma but I'm sorry, MY KID would come before a practical stranger, that might possibly be my baby daddy, who is a KNOWN KILLER and has obviously been through serious trauma and as a result would have serious PTSD. I would help them in every way that I could but I sure as hell wouldn't move them into my house with MY CHILD. Then....THEN she acts all shocked when that backfires on her "Oh, he's uprooting our lives and keeping us locked up like caged animals!" Yeah, no shit hunny! He has a dangerous life and things will come after him! How could this have been avoided? Humm? NOT MOVING HIM IN WITH YOU AND YOUR KID! "Oh, a dangerous monster hunter got turned into a vampire and almost killed my kid!" Well, gee...who's fault is that for keeping him in your life? "Oh, I got kidnapped and possessed by a demon because I chose to put my wants infront of my child's safety!" I love Dean, I do, but no amount of awesome sex is worth putting my child at risk! She doesn't get to put them at risk and then act all shocked pikachu face when things blow up in her face! Having Cas erase their memories of Dean was the best decision for Ben and they need to leave it at that!
H: .....so you know they're probably gonna bring Lisa back, right?