A hommage to an old me, and all the mes out the there... : The First Chapter From the Unknown: Like every Wednesday night, he put his beer bottle on his wooden table, few choco bons and chips next to it, and as usual turned Youtube videos on, watched half of it then put it on mute, presence of images is enough to him, he opened the window to smoke, to cool off his heart maybe, it was burning, his heart is heavy, knees weak arms are heavy ... nanana hahaha ok going back.. he sat at the end of his bed, fixed his cotton, pocket-less, sleeping pyjama shorts and scratched his balls, he did it more than once as if he fears their disappearance... he lit his splif, and gazed at the other side of the street through that vast window, ideas where crowding in his head, going through all states of matter, solid to liquid to air and even to smoke...yet he was able to catch none. One idea though was scrolling, falling and rolling again like a snowball... hits his skull walls and explodes, in an infinite loop, like a bootstrap. A question that expands as a horny Dindong, grows to become the mountain himself (not the one from game of thrones).... Why Am I.. why Am I lonely? he moved his lips slightly, silently and repeated, why am I alone? Laughed and lowered his voice as if he was ashamed of it and asked again. "Why?..". Spoke distinctive again "Ahh.. loneliness is fucking me, hitting me and splitting me like Moses split the Black Sea.." he moved his eyes, a quick.. yet endless look at his bed, around corners of his room to his bed again.. he thought of all people that sat on it, their faces, dreams, some of their names, their screams and especially their moans.. out of the blue, all smells of their perfume attacked his nose, as if the cosmos wants him to relive these memories with every sens of his being, I mean it was mostly Sephora's trendy shit from Armani and all these empires but whatever.. he saw it, women were crowded on that poor bed, some of them even started falling down, getting hurt.... #shortstory #shortstorywriter #antoinechekhov #antonechekhov #chekov #chekhov #blog #void #voidmemes #7wibachtarta7 https://www.instagram.com/p/CoIzpVVNX8C/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=