#anx rambles

[iianx-0]

There’s something about Avery that I can’t stop thinking about. Ive been reading SO MUCH analytical questions/theories about Avery compared to the other LIs that makes his in-game content so bare.

I never thought I’ll be so enhanced on Avery story until I saw soo much about him. I want to put them in my pocket and use them as a stress ball in a way.

Adding a few extra parts is that, Avery is estranged by his family over a ‘prank’ he did while he was in college, Avery holds much resentment towards their family after this because by doing so it also made him different to his peers. Avery climb back up the social ladder quick by dating higher-ups and then dropping it once they reached his goal; he is still much estranged by his family current-game, wish to be in like the highest society their could be (the cult for that matter), owned the black dog then sent the dog to the pound after they bit his wrist (which left a scar and covered by his watch) and sent a good chunk of his previous dates/sugarbabies to the asylum??

With other silly things like how in college, Avery and some friends went to go on a hike and almost died of dehydration?? And i think one of them might be Remy??? I thinks. Another one is how Avery was on a yacht and got straight up accosted by Zephyr’s ship and got let out because of relations. Bro almost died because he doesn’t know how to cook too?? He once drank and drive before?? Puri said that Avery and Whitney illegal racing so Avery can live his glory days is funny too.

This is the the most I can remember from things I read on twitter some details might be wrong like the hike, it mighr be an excursion in general and remy may or may not been there. But I think Avery’s character is kind of funny from a different standpoint, I can see why a lot of the characters think he’s foolish, man keeps on challenging and keeps on surviving somehow.

[anxious-mess19]

Reiterating this rq bc I'm seeing a slight up tick of followers: this is a Freak™ space. This is the space for incest and porn and gore and weird fucking shit Okay that is all thank you, have a good timezone <3

[iianx-0]

Baileyfucker for four months here. I don’t want to fuck bailey in a sense of being in them, i want to be in their mind. I want to know about their complicated relationship with Eden. I want to know everything about their school crush .I want to know why they are so afraid of the loft. I want to poke their brain with a needle, inspecting each squiggly line in that soft cranium. I want to know each story of their scars. I need to know why they like snakes so much. I need to know how they obtain the orphanage,,,,,,

I need to put them in my mouth, digesting each of their atoms to understand them

[iianx-0]

i think about eden and bailey coming out of the doltown local school, going straight to the forest lake and just began fishing. bailey leads the conversation while eden occasionally adds on, until they both feel a tug on the reel, reeling in the fish and seeing that bailey caught a bigger fish than eden. eden only slightly disappointed but bailey has a tiny smile on his face that fades a bit after.

then a star guess appear and it’s bailey’s unnamed crush, one of them invited them, though both are quite surprised they actually came. all three of them talk around the lake as it gets to night fishing, talking about school or work, though never about home.

[iianx-0]

i think about pc sitting on eden’s lap, on their phone despite eden not really liking their attention away from them like this. And like, pc is just playing pocket edition of minecraft, and eden just enamored by the game, watching pc build, fight and all the usual minecraft things. Eden doesn’t even care all too much about pc on their phone, paying more attention to their gameplay.

eden would like ask questions of whatever pc is doing, but i cant imagine eden playing on pcs phone even if pc asked if they wanted a turn. they would decline but keep watching pc until midnight.

though if pc doesn’t get off eden WILL take it to their own hands

[iianx-0]

avery would totally pay someone to rear end PC if he was mad enough

[anxious-mess19]

Well we are posting about this again because apparently the fucking people in this fucking fandom do not understand this

Writing fan fiction about things is not a crime. If it is, that is called censorship.

Written words on a page do not harm anybody. You agreed to open the fic, you agreed to read it.

A discord server where you must agree to that content existing in that same space and opt in to view it, is not harming anybody.

A zine which, and I cannot emphasise this enough, did not happen and which main issue and fault was miscommunication between the mods (some of which I have reason to belive you caused, but will not follow up on bc I am just tired of this.)

I am nobody's caretaker. I do Not control your Internet usage, or what you do with it.

Dredging up servers from 2022 and 2023 and implying you know private information about me thst some of my closest friends do not know Is Stalking

That Is Illegal

Insinuating that my presence or writing taints any given thing, and dredging me up as an exemple of a "Bad Person(™)" is cyber bullying

That is Also Illegal

You won't see this post. I won't maintag it, as yiu did with your lurid callout. I won't play your games. But I do need to have it on my blog for my own peace of mind.

Lastly, to any artists and writers, from any fandom, whome may see this:

Create.

Make things, bring yourself and those around you joy. These voices are scary, but they are not the end of the world.

Make things thst make you happy. Find your niche. Is it fluffy agere fics? Is it fucked up gore porn? Is it random few words headcanons or Houndreds of thousands of words charcter studies?

Be it fic, art, comment, meta, analysis, mood boards, playlists whatever else. Create. Bring yourself joy.

Fandom is not some petty squabbling and fights. Fandom is meant to bring people joy

That is, hopefully, all I'll have to say on this fucking bullshit

Peace out <3

[iianx-0]

If kae’ was able to somehow get out of Bailey’s hands and go to other towns/places they would not be able to adapt to a new enviroment. He gotten so used to someone being behind him, following him, being suspicious of everything around him, basically being paranoid, that it affected his world view.

He can’t stay in a place so; what the think, is civilized for too long. Bailey may raise the orphans to have some sort of thick skin, though I doubt to believe that the lot of them will be able to have some sort of normal life when or if their debt is over. I think the lot of them will be in the recurring cycle of objectifying themselves, criminal acts, or other , because thats the work they know.

Kae’ is a naturally paranoid person, though whatever happened in his childhood did not made it any better.