As I approached 40, I have noticed my ability to deal with things that are different in my life, have become unbearable at times. Last night I was staying with a friend, only about 100 miles from my home, as the night was ending I found myself sitting in a room crying. As I texted my husband I found myself so upset I could nearly breathe, what was happening to me? I have been away from my husband many times over the last 17 years, why tonight? What is wrong with me? I have been struggling over the last several months with twitches in my legs, difficulty getting comfortable while in bed, and cramping in my legs and feet, but I have been seeing a doctor for Restless Leg Syndrome. After, what I think was a panic attack last night, I'm wondering if all the leg problems and twitches are something other than that. Am I having some type of mental issue, do I need to see a therapist, what is really going on with me? I keep telling myself to get over it but I just can't seem to do it. So I think I will get an opinion from my doctors and see where it leads. To all out there that suffer with anxiety issues, there has to be something out there that can bring us calm and I am going to find it. Till we talk again.