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Snow day ❄️☃️ #photography #photographer #photographyislife https://www.instagram.com/p/B7uVAQghpoq/?igshid=vyntfa9hmod2

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Snow day ❄️☃️ #photography #photographer #photographyislife https://www.instagram.com/p/B7uU6Qxht2x/?igshid=ocx9rtdum3wo

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Snow day ❄️☃️ #photography #photographer #photographyislife https://www.instagram.com/p/B7uU2kdhCxz/?igshid=5qbyc47w8cih

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Have I wasted it?

Have I wasted it?

I woke up this morning with such a dark feeling. I had a feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. I felt like I was going to vomit. Every muscle in my body ached. I just sat there on my bed staring off into nothing and thought, Have I wasted my life? I’m 45….. 45 years old and have absolutely nothing to show for it. Nothing that I can say “yes! I did that and I’m proud of it.” I have no…

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A Narcissist’s Daughter.....

My latest blog post..... Thanks for reading and showing support. Keep spreading awareness.

I sit here sometimes alone in my room listening to music and memories, thoughts and pain will flood my mind like a flowing river with a rough current.

Sometimes it makes me so angry I want to scream until I have no voice left, I want to hit something until my fists bleed. Other times I feel sad. I cry so much it feels like it will never end. Then there are times when I’m not angry or sad. I’m…

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Just be kind....

Just be kind….

When I started this post I had no idea what to write about. I have so many thoughts and feelings, some rational some not. Living with a mental illness is a daily struggle. Yes on the outside you see us smiling, laughing even. But it’s what’s on the inside that’s a daily battle.

Unless you live with a mental illness you have absolutely no clue what its like everyday listening to your inner…

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Emotions through Art....

Emotions through Art….

My passion….Photography. I use my photography to help cope with my PTSD, Panic disorder and Anxiety. When I am out in large crowds or going to a new place I am unfamiliar with I focus on my camera. It honestly helps ease my anxiety.

Art is a great way to express your emotions when words just aren’t good enough. People use Art in all kinds of different forms to express how they are feeling…

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In order to move forward we have to burn a few bridges.... #ptsdrecovery #keeptalkingmh #mentalhealthawareness #controllingmychaos #Photography4MyMentalHealth https://www.instagram.com/p/B3guzyMBPa4/?igshid=s3air6n3edie

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Love should never hurt

Love should never hurt

October is Domestic Violence Awareness month. I want to tell you a story that happened recently. A few weeks ago I had to train a new employee at work. Well she’s not new but she’s new to our building. The more we work together the more I picked up on little things that she would say about her husband that didn’t sit right with me. For example: She would say “My husband got mad because I didn’t…

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Halloween Photo Shoot

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Halloween Photo Shoot. Practice makeup while waiting for wig.

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Halloween Photo Shoot. Practicing makeup while waiting for wig to get here. #Pennywise

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PTSD & Photography

In my last post I mentioned that I use my photography to help cope with my Mental Health. I thought I would get more in detail about it in this post. Who knows? Maybe it could help someone else. If I can help just one person then I am satisfied. Too many people have no help, no resources, no support.

There is support out there. If your on Twitter I recommend @mhcrisisangels. They are are…

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If I’m acting different......I caught on.

If I’m acting different……I caught on.

Ever since I was diagnosed with PTSD & Panic Disorder at the age of 14 years old people tend to treat me like I am stupid or they pity me. I hate that. Just because I am a survivor of child abuse, and once I got older I became a survivor of domestic violence doesn’t mean I am stupid. I am actually very smart. Believe it or not I can actually think for myself ( being sarcastic here). I do not need…

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